Hold Me Tight | JJK

30- Confession

Song: Collide- Justine Skye ⭐️
(Listen at the last part of the chapter!! Especially the last bits~💗)

JUNGKOOK'S POV
It was finally Jaemin's birthday party tonight. Since the others didn't want to stay at home while Y/n and Jungkook went to the party, they called up Ryujin and went out too. Yoongi was the only one to not go with them. He went to Hoseok's place instead, leaving the house empty except for Y/n and Jungkook.

I wore a black suit with silver ear piercings while Y/n wore a gorgeous black party dress, up to her knees with silver hoops and heels which she bought from the shopping trip with Jaemin.

"Y/n, are you ready?" I asked from the other room

"Almost!!" Y/n exclaimed, trying to put on the straps of her heels

"Why do they make these so complicated" y/n spoke to herself, struggling with the many straps around her ankle.

I walked in and was half amused and half in awe at how pretty Y/n looked. Y/n frowned at me.

"Let me help" I spoke in between my laughter

"No thanks! I can do it" she spoke

"You're so stubborn you know that right?" I asked, "let me help you before I go my own way to help you"

Y/n refused stubbornly. She went into the closet to find other heels she could wear. But before she knew it, she was swung into the air and carried in a bridal way.

"JUNGKOOK PUT ME DOWN" she screamed

"Sure, just give me a minute" I spoke amusingly

I continued to carry her in a bridal way down the stairs while holding her heels from the edge of my fingers.

"Put me down!!!! You're even more stubborn than me!"

I placed her down on the kitchen counter top, leaving her confused. I bent down and put on her heels for her. She watched me silently. They both knew what was going on in their hearts but neither spoke it out loud.

It was so obvious yet so difficult to say.

I wanted to just kiss her then and there and tell her how gorgeous she looked, how amazing i find her, how mesmerized I am at everything she does and what she makes me feel. But I was a coward. That's right. A mafia like me being so afraid just because of rejection.

I don't even know anything about her past. What if she already likes someone. What if she's already married with a kid?!

"Jeon Jungkook? Hellooooooo? Why do you always zone out whenever we're together?" Y/n asked

"Sorry I was....thinking" I shrugged

"You can think? Wow" y/n sarcastically spoke making me smile foolishly

"Y/n, do you wish to go back to your previous life? I mean we did bring you and Jackson here unwillingly for your safety so...."

"What?" Y/n asked, taken aback from my question

"Like, maybe you'd have someone waiting for you. Or the other way round. Someone you like or- "

"HOL' UP!" y/n asked confused, "Boy, I didn't even speak with any guys except for Jackson for almost my entire life. Me and dating? Far far away" she laughed

"Oh" I spoke, "that means you've been single for a long time..."

"Hmm yeah, after I broke up with my ex, I never really bothered to date. My dad wouldn't let me anyways" she spoke

Her voice seemed to die down at the last sentence. Or maybe I was just imagining?

"What about you..." she asked suddenly