Forever a mystery part 4: We'll get her back for you

The party we didn't know we wanted

This was the day we were looking forward to. Well maybe not them but I'm sure someone was. And Jess was head of our class was gonna give a big speech or whatever. For most it was their first time graduating obviously not for my brothers and sisters but for me and my biological new world sister and pretty much everyone else. G-D that must suck going through that over and over again. He once called it a private joke when Bella first found out the truth. She felt the same way I do but this is what we wanted. Something we all would be doing the rest of our lives. But no one new comes here. Well until you're a freshman of course. Or my sister. So it's ok for us to keep repeating high school over and over again. Why were we begging for this life again? Oh yes that's right we have loved ones we don't wanna miss but like going to school forever would suck.

You know most graduations have us all sitting in alphabetical order how were Bella and Edward able to sit together? Whatever I roll my eyes. It is what it is you know? But at least it felt like it went pretty quickly the only thing I even really remember was Jessica's speech. It went something like this.... When we were 5 they asked what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case a princess. They asked us again when we were 10 we said things like cowboy, rockstar, or in my case a gold medalist. But now that we're all grown up they want a serious answer. Well how about this? Who the hell knows?! Sure we're all withes and warlocks elves fairies and vampires with the occasional human and part of our path is already set for us. But we still get decide who we're gonna be.

My mother is a with who helped so many people. But she didn't go to school here. Someday I'd like to visit her school and see what her world was like. As far as I can tell a lot of it is similar to our school. Mostly witches and warlocks they have demons and titans the occasional human that comes and shakes up their world learns magic with a pen and paper and finds love with the most unlikely of people. Though there are obviously some differences. Though that world was a lot more dangerous but every day was a new adventure. Once a upon a time a human ruined everything a long time ago for them because of the future human that went through a magic portal into the past and made him who was in their future later on he had been stuck there and writing about all his adventures for a long time. But a new human the second of it's kind in that world even though they never knew it she turned their whole world upside down and used these powers to save them in the end.

My mom would tell me all of these great stories when I was a kid and I thought when I was younger they were just stories like how some people don't believe in what we are. Witches vampires werewolves fairies elves outside of our own little world we try to blend in and we have to hide who we are. Some don't care others care too much but try their best not to care but we know what's inside their hearts. Human vessel or undead or some may say "soulless" someone claiming to be soulless wouldn't care and probably couldn't love or build relationships. Pushing "people" away because you think you're better off but you don't actually want people to know just how big your heart is or how much you care because good people you love get hurt that way. But we are not alone and neither are you. Some of us already have covens we already have places and families we belong in.

Someday I will be in my own coven and will teach my own children magic tell them my stories. Let them choose which school to go to. Tell them my adventures being friends with fairies and vampires and humans being in love with a werewolf breaking every rule and bending them all out of shape making friends with those that should be my enemies discovering new friends from old friends throwing caution to the wind because consequences be damned. Because this is our time to make as many mistakes as we want as much as we can until we find our right path because nothing is permanent take the wrong train end up somewhere chill fall in love a lot no matter how much you already love your first love even though you can't be together. Major in philosophy even though there's no career for that. Change our minds again and again. That way the next time someone asks us what we wanna be when we grow up we won't have to guess we'll know. After the speech and after all of everything we see our dad and the 3 of us have a nice family moment together. He's emotional and proud of us both. He tells me even though I don't live with them or grew up with them that Bella and I are his greatest accomplishments. If your mom were here she'd tell you both the same thing.