they all die in the end.

{Chapter 1. begin}

TW: ABUSE AND SEXUAL VIOLENCE
Lily's POV:

I was sitting on my couch calmly watching TV when I suddenly get a call from chris. "Honey, I'll be home late today" he says.. hmm.. okay then "Okay have fun my love!" I say and then hang up to continue watching my show.

{Time skip 11:35pm}

"He still isn't home yet..." I mumble as I stuff another handful of popcorn in my mouth.

{1:00am}
Not home yet...
I've tried calling and texting him only to no avail. I start to get worried as to what happened but I decide to just go upstairs and try to sleep.

{Morning, 9:00am}

I wake up to find chris next me "Finally" I mumble.
"What did you say, darling?"
He says. almost making my ears melt away and I can't help but watch how his soft lips gracefully move with every word he speaks. He watches me as my cheeks turn a crimson red much stronger than my natural blush. "Honey?" He says again as I snap out of my deep transe "Oh sorry" I say in a soft voice following immediately after with the words ,,I'm gonna shower'' Also followed by an awkward smile. "You showered last night." He says
"Extra clean!" I say pulling out my fingers and forming them into finger guns.
"No.. stay here please." He says while I mindlessly obey, I mean who wouldn't? It's Christopher... While I'm listening to him go on and on about his friend han I let my words slip "I miss the old you" I say followed by a shocked look on his face; "You know you shouldn't say that to me, go complain to someone else" he says, filled with anger I let my words slip once again "Shut the fuck up Christopher!!" A shocked look appears on his face, mouth agape. Moments later I was met with a hand to my cheek followed by a sharp sting, "Don't you dare talk to me like that ever again young lady" He says while my eyes fill with tears while I hold my face "have you ever even loved me?" He immediately tackles me after that "what kind of question is that?" he says Followed by a light smack on my lower back. I groan "No stop it chan! It's too early-" He slams his lips against mine as I quickly push him off "Chris stop it right now!" I say almost breaking down "Your never in the mood anymore!" He says almost walking out of the room but before he leaves he stands by the open door "You know what? I never loved you... you were just my toy the whole time" I stare at him in Shock while remembering all the times I told myself we were gonna be together for the rest of our lives, then all of a sudden, his words hit me again
"I've always loved jisung more" He says as all I can do is let tears stream down my face, I fall onto my knees as he walks out the bedroom Door followed by the slam of my front door and the jingle of his keys. A few hours later I decide to fix myself up and go out for a walk around the neighborhood to try and get my mind off of things. As I'm walking down the road I see a familiar face, "Minho?" I mumble softly as he glanced at me "lily?" He says while wiping his tears. It is him- but why is he crying? I slowly walk up to him and tap his shoulder softly. Considering that I've known him long enough I should've known how to deal with a crying minho but he almost never cries... not as much a chris uses to. "Han.." He says as my smile drops "What about him?" I say in a soft tone. He finally looks up from the ground so I can get a good look at him. He's wearing shorts.. baggy shorts that look like they belong to han.. and just a Grey sweater.. I shouldn't have been looking down there but he doesn't even have any shoes on. This isn't the minho I know... this is NOT my minho.

{Time skip: <At Home> 12:00 in the afternoon}

I gave Minho some spare clothes and let him shower, as he's showering he's telling me what happend  "Ya know.. stay might not be too happy about this" I say starting to worry about what all the fans will think about the downfall of The  "Stray kids Power couple" Minho snaps at me "Who the fuck even cares about what stay thinks?!" He says in an angry tone, tears start to form in my eyes "Oh no no no, I didn't mean it lily-" He says rushing over to me with just a towel around his waist, he pulls me into a tight hug before I can even look at anything that's going on. His hugs are warm, I feel the water dripping onto me from his wet hair. "No its okay, just startled me a bit" I say while burying my head in his bare chest. He might be 5'8 but he's tall compared to me. "I'm sorry" He says, pressing a light kiss onto my head as my stomach fills with butterflies, I can't help but to think to myself "Why didn't I feel this with chris?"

{Time skip <At home> 4:45pm}

I'm watching as minho plays some stupid game on his phone while softly groaning and quickly moving his fingers
"Fuck-" He says in a tone that I shouldn't have found attractive, in the moment I felt as if I was gonna explode and all that would come out of me would be blue butterflies that had been piled up in my stomach. As I'm watching him he puts his phone down and smiles at me "You okay?" He says in a concerned manner that you could clearly tell was a facade "I'm Lily" I say to him, snapping out of it immediately after "No wait, I'm okay! Yeah...mhm!"  I say in a reassuring tone "Okay!" He says and wraps his arms around me, I notice he hasn't put the sweater I gave him on "Minho get some clothes on.." I say pulling away from his bare chest "oh well I'd rather not, I want you to enjoy the view" He says in a soft tone. I slap him "Stop being so cocky!!" I say while getting up "Cocky?~" he says in a seductive tone. Before he can continue I stop him "Minho!!" I smack him one more time "Just get clothes on!" I throw the sweater at him and walk out of the room so he can put it on.
A few minutes later He walks back into the bathroom leaving me alone. I decide that I'm pretty hungry so I get up and walk downstairs only to be met with a familiar face "Chris?" I say, clearly alarmed
"I thought you still loved me?" He says. I should know by now that he's trying to manipulate me, it's worked in the past but I'm getting fed up.
"What do you mean? You love jisung you bitch" he's taken back at what I'd just said. Before he can say anything I'm grabbed. He takes me away to a different house in which I'm not familiar with. "C- Chan? Chris?" Im not able to form proper sentences in the moment, all I'm filled with is fear. Fear that he'll do something to me. Just as I turn around and try to run I get yanked and a cloth gets shoved in my face.

                       "Chloroform?"