they all die in the end.

{Chapter 5. Drive bitch!}

I sigh as heeseung takes the vibrator off of my hard and simply just ever so casually cleans me up with his tounge. I softly moan as he picks me up, he towers over me and I think he might be the reason I'm still alive. Also the reason I'm bi. He softly presses a kiss onto my forehead as he dresses me and takes me out to the kitchen while jisung recovers.
"Your bound to die soon. You know that right?" He says as I try to keep myself from laughing.
"Don't bullshit me heeseung lee." I slam my hands onto the table as he calmly smiles
"There's no way jisung is gonna spare you, minho"
"I just need to find lily!!"
"Well your In luck" He says as I tilt my head.
"What." I ask softly while trying not to make it seem like I was dying on the inside.
"Shes in a bunker outside. Maybe 2 miles away?" He speaks. "I can show you to it as long as you lay low."
I silently agree as he grabs my wrist. I flinch at the touch of his hand, it stings. "Oh my god minho?" He says while stopping in his tracks and coming to hug me.
"Why'd you do that?" He asks
"I didn't. I thought I was gonna die eventually okay?!" I scream at him while he backs away. "Now let's go"
"Yes minnie"
"Oh god seriously? You gave me that nickname years ago" I hit him. Will he ever cut it out?
I open the door and start running to the car as heeseung grabs the keys to jisung's. I jump in while he starts the engine.
"You sure you wanna do this? We could get into serious trouble.." He says while grabbing the wheel
"Let me find lily"
He slams his foot on the gas as he speeds down the gravel hill. He screams as the truck goes off road and crashes into a tree. Darkness. My sight is cut off as I hear him scream in fear.
"Minho!!"

Heeseung POV:

"Minho!!" I scream as I crash the truck into a tree. Oh my god is he dead?! There's pieces of glass in his eyes and his head is hanging from his body, clearly not attached to his neck.
This was the moment I felt true fear, he's dead... oh shit wait he's actually dead. I begin to sob as I hit my head against the steering wheel. I just killed him. It's my fault!! I open the door and fall out of the car as I look up at the sky. I smell gas and I get up to take one Last look at minho before the car is engulfed in flames. Oh my fucking God.

Lily POV: (8/17/23)

"Lily.." Heeseung Says as he grabs my arm softly. "Look I don't think you wanna look for minho.."
"W- Why? I need to see him to make sure he's okay"
"Lily he's dead.." it echoes through my head as the room falls silent. I scream and fall into Heeseung's Arms while breathing at a fast pace, not being able to control myself. Why is he dead? What happend?
"How are you sure he's dead?" I stutter while looking up at him
"I watched it happen. Forgive me."
"It's your fault.."
"No lily look its."
"ITS YOUR FAULT?!" I scream while pushing him away. I feel a pressure on my lower back and my vision goes dark.
Whats happening?!

I wake up in an unfamiliar room. It's comforting and nice. There's a mirror and a nice bed, alot of windows too. What's going on?
"Can I explain?" I look behind me to see chan. My expression turns into a blurry stare as he slowly walks towards me.
"I'm gonna grab your arm. That's okay right?" He says as I nod. Just before embracing me in a warm hug, He smells like chan.. the chan I know. My eyes fill with tears as I realize.
Chan Is here.
But minho is gone.
I've been gone for over 3 years and heeseung killed minho!!
"I'm sorry I've been so rude" Chan speaks as he kisses my cheek softly. My cheeks turn red but not with lust. Rather with anger. He's abused me all these years and now he's sorry? Hear me out. He's been sorry before but that never lasts long. Not long enough for me to enjoy My silence without him screaming at me over a stupid subject.
I break the silence by slapping him stiffly.
"You just came back and your already angry?!" He screams just before slapping me.
"I can't help it!! Your fucking annoying!"
"Oh I am?!"
"Guys cut it out!!" Felix screams as he walks in with hyunjin. Chan looks shocked. Am I shocked too?
"How are you guys alive again?" I say while going over to hyunjin. Caressing his face softly. He smiles while pulling me into a tight hug.