Love me once again

I love you.

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"P'Kinn ? Can I ask you something?" Chay asked his father, who sat at the desk, reading his newspapers while drinking his coffee.

"Sure dear, what's up ?"

"P'Porsche is at work already ?"

"Yes, of course. It's half past 9."

"True.. Well.. uhm.."

"Is it about Macau ?"

"Yes.."

Kinn put his stuff down and looked at his kid with a smile.

"I'm all ears as long as you don't wanna talk about sex."

"P !" Chay said and Kinn began to laugh.

"Just joking. I wanted you to laugh a bit. Sit down and tell me."

"Well you know.. It's a bit complicated.. You remember when I told you that Macau had his reasons but I won't tell y'all as long as he's not ready ?"

"Of course I remember. Why ? You wanna tell me about it?"

"No.. Someone told Macau's secret and now the whole school knows.. It happened like a week ago and Macau thought that I was the one who told Mika and that Mika was the one who told the school.."

Kinn frowned.

"I told him that it wasn't me but I don't know if he believed me.."

"What happened next ?"

"He walked home and I tried to call and write him. He's actually seen a few but he didn't answer and after that my messages and calls went straight to delivered or mailbox.."

"That's why you seemed so sad these last few days ?"

Chay nodded.

"Did you try to contact his dad ?"

"I did. I even went over to their place but Pete told me to leave.."

"Why ?"

"Because Macau told him to.."

"I see."

"I don't know what to do.. I mean.. We talked it out but.. Not really ?"

"What do you mean ?"

"We talked about it but I still feel like I haven't said so much just for the sake of his feelings.."

"Chay to be honest - you should listen to your heart ! But if you allow me to say my honest opinion.. you should give it some time. I don't know the secret but I'm sure that it was really hard for him. He probably didn't mean any of the harsh stuff he said and he probably just disappeared because he wanted to protect himself and your relationship. But still - I think you should openly talk about your feelings as well. You two are in a relationship and you can't belittle your own feelings just so you don't hurt him."

"I get that he's hurt and confused about the whole situation..but I'm hurt because he actually thought I did it.."

"I get that. And once again - I'm not saying that your feelings aren't valid. I am just trying to tell you that you should try to talk to him.."

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Chay sat next to his boyfriend, thinking about Kinn's words back then.

"Are you okay ?"

"Hm ? Oh yeah.. Just thinking.."

"About what ?" Macau asked and put his phone down.