Love me once again

please forgive me.

Chay sat next to Porsche's bed.

It's been three days since the accident but the young boy didn't leave his brother's side once.

Porsche was awake from time to time but he wasn't really himself yet.

"Good evening." A nurse said as she came inside the room.

"How are we today mister Kittisawasd ?"

Porsche opened his eyes and smiled softly.

"P'Mae.." He began as the elderly woman checked his vital signs.

"I am okay. My son is here." He said and almost immediately closed his eyes again.

"I know. I brought him lunch this noon." She smiled.

P'Mae knew the Kittisawasd really well.

The elderly woman was the one who took care of Porsche when he had the accident with their parents.

One can imagine the shock she had when she heard that Porsche once again was in an accident.

"Porchay, can we talk outside for a second." She asked as she opened a window.

"But-"

"We're not leaving. We're just going outside for a second." She said and the young boy nodded hesitantly.

He followed the nurse outside and looked her in the eyes.

"My boy, I am worried about you."

She looked at Chay.

The young boy was pale and looked really tired.

"There's no need to be worried about me.. Porsche is the one who's hurt.."

The woman looked at him with a frown.

"Listen Chay, back then when Porsche and your parents had this accident and I was Porsche's nurse, he told me that you're his everything. For him, you're his son and you know that. I just know that he would be mad at you for staying here."

"Mae.."

"Porchay.. Your brother is though and you know that. He's going to be alright. We did it one time already and even tho it's hard - you know that he'll get through this again."

Chay nodded.

"This might sound harsh, I know. But I mean it. This was a terrible accident but look at him. He's in there, smiling as if nothing happened."

"Mae.. I don't wanna lose him."

"Oh oh oh my little one." She said and pulled him in a hug.

"We had a fight a week before his accident and since then, we haven't talked to each other."

"I see." She said and let go of him but still held his hand.

"You wanna talk about it ? I promise I'll listen to you."

"I don't know.."

"Darling, I promise I won't tell Porsche. I just want you to get it off of your chest."

...

"How about.. we go to the canteen, drink something and talk heart to heart ?" The woman asked smiling.

>Maybe..?< Chay thought.

He nodded and soon after they found themselves in the canteen.

Chay was anxious.

This was the first time since the accident that he left Porsche's room.

"Now tell me baby."

"Mae.. have you ever been in love but your family was against it ?"