Legs shaved ? Yes.
Underarms done . Wait . Do they smell ? I tried to sniff, even though it is practically impossible in this tight dress .
No . I smell totally fine .
Vagina shaved and cleaned . Yep yep .I can be totally passed as a certified whore .
I huffed and puffed as I walked towards dad's office .I wanted to look perfect . Even if it means sucking my belly in and wearing really high and uncomfortable heels .I don't want to let him down . This is the only way, where I am useful . For him . For his love. His business.
I stopped in front of the meeting room . It was not empty . I could make out faint voices . But it was enough to get my breathing ragged and faster. I stepped closer to the door. I had to. Can't stand there gawking at a door. To these office people, I am already strange and mean. I don't think I can handle anymore allegations.
"Ms. Walter?" I jumped up at the sudden robotic voice , almost like a recorded one . I turned my head around for its source .
"I'm sorry . Didn't mean to startle you like that Ms. Walter" she apologized with the same robotic way even though she enjoyed the horror look on my face. Her face was consisted of neutral expression .
"It's ok " I smiled politely as possible.
"Mr. Walter will see you now . You may come this way" I followed her quietly , watching her butt swing left and right and almost felt bad that she is not robot .She stopped right in front of dad's office .She was about to knock , when I interrupted that I can take it from here. From the look she threw at me, it is safe to point that i got my little revenge.
Shweet revenge !
She dramatically turned and walked away .
I drew deep breaths , preparing myself . I repeated the only mantra i had 'he loves you . You've done this for 3 years . You will be fine '
I closed my eyes and knocked on the door . "dad ?"
"Come in" his heavy voice brought the chills back. I entered myself . He was engrossed in some paperwork. I cleared my throat to get his proper attention .He looked up and smiled .
" Come sweetheart , sit "
I smiled back and pulled one of the chair in front of him and flopped on it . It was a normal looking cabin . Few paintings and a grand couch , a book shelf , a table between us and some chairs had filled the cabin .
"So , how's your home schooling going ?" He asked , closing the file .
Yes , I don't have a social life , other than Edna and yes , I do home schooling .My dad wanted to protect me . He doesn't trust anyone , until he knows everything about them . I rarely see him at home .He can't really give much attention to my studies or go around and search for people , who want to hurt me . So, he figured this would be better for me. And I have tutor , who happens to be my dad's friend and I am doing well .
" It's going great "
" I'm so sorry for not being parentally attentive . But trust me honey, I'm trying . You know I love you right? "
He got up and walked up to me . He turned my chair to face him and knelt down in front of me .
"What are you doing dad ? Get up "
"I'm fine . Fine " He took my hands in his .
"Alex , you know that you don't have to do anything for me . I feel so pathetic as a father . It eats me up every night that I make you do something like that . That I might be asking for too much" He supported his forehead on our joined hands . I felt his tears . My eyes welled up too .
" There wouldn't be any future , if it wasn't for you " I spoke up .
He looked up. I grabbed his face in between my palms .
"yes dad , there wouldn't be. I have everything a girl could ever ask for and more important, you love me . You took me in , when people ignored me . And I don't feel guilty doing anything , when it comes to you . I love you dad . "
"I love you too , sweetheart " he kissed my forehead. "But this can't happen anymore . This needs to stop " I starred at him dumbfounded .
" Yes , you should stop , even though this is the biggest ever deal I've ever had and if I get it , our company will skyrocket . I don't care . You are more important to me " he forced a smile .
" I am totally fine dad . Don't worry about me . Stop saying such things . I'm doing it . It's best for the company and you " I can't let him stop me because he cares about me . No . Never .
" I don't care about shares . I'm calling off the meeting " he hurried towards the telephone .
"Wait dad !" I took away the speaker . "Ok dad I won't do it " he looked shocked .
"What do you mean ?"
"I'm trying to say is , I respect you decision" he froze up with the announcement. Is he that happy ?
"But I after this one . As you said this one is the biggest ever . Lets get this deal? alright?"
He shook his head . " No no no no no . Not anymore . No last ."
"Please dad"
After few moments , he sighed .
" Ok . But this is the last " I hugged him .
" Thanks dad . Don't worry . I'll be fine" my muffled voice spoke .
"I hope so" he patted my back .
A knock on the pulled us apart.
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