Hi here is another one shot cos why not? You guys wanna read right? Then here you go.
I do not own icarly or the characters. All rights go to dan schneider and nickelodeon.
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Heres a song btw if u get bored.
Freddies POV
Underground. She lay. The coffin. The dirt. The mud. The people around us. The flowers. The shovel. The pain. The tears. The loneliness.
It hurt. She left us. With no notice. No warning. Just a deadly death. That she did to herself. Thinking she was useless.
Hugs were passed on from every member. Carly to spencer. Spencer to sams mum. Sams mum to mine. My mom to me. Then me to no one. I didnt hug anyone but my mum. Everyone started to walk off. A big huddle of black in the distance. I fell on my knees. The bouqet of orchards, sams favourite, in my hand.
I crouched near her grave. I put the flowers on top. Tears spilled out of my eyes. I couldn't help but hopelessly cry.
I thought of everything that she had done to herself. To make her end up here. In this dark underground surface. She doesn't deserve to feel hopeless, but she did. And her harming herself led to this.
The blade on her skin. Moving from left to right. Blood pouring and dripping from her arms. When she starved herself to death. Passing out and taking several trips to the hospital. Until she did something none of us could ever forget. It haunted me when i found out. I was deeply traumatised.
She......
(A/N these dots are for suspense.)
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She stabbed herself.
Right through the heart. Knife. Heart. Body. Blood.
Cold. Lifeless. Pale. All i saw was that. That was the last of her. Now she was gone up. With the angels.
I had so much to say to her in the past. But my stupid self didnt say anything. I just wanted to say....
" i love you sam. I always will."
And im dead from crying too much while writing this. Pls dont kill me for making you cry if u did. Im sorry. (Not sorry). Anywyas hope yall enjoyed. Again if u have any suggestions plsss plsss give me your ideas id really appreciate your guys help. Thanks byeee ily guys. Dont gorget to leave a comment and vote. It just shows you guys support this story and thats how i will know you guys want me to write more. Anyways bye guysss. Ship Seddie 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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Roman d'amourJust a book of seddie One Shots you don't have to read it I made it just for fun????????????
