Seddie One Shots

iheather

Hey, so this chapter is basically referring to a song called Heather by Conan Gray. The song is at the top to listen to if you don't know it but yeah. I feel this song just goes so well with the seddie vibe so I was like. Why not? So yeah haha. Anyway on with it.

Enjoyyy! And pls plsplssss lemme know for some ideas! I'm really struggling at this point!

This is all in Sam's POV btw

Italics are the lyrics of the song.

I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater.

It was Christmas Eve. We were all sitting in a circle on the ground in Carly's apartment. I was in your sweater. It was blue and had a little deer on it with snowflakes in the background. Perfect for Christmas. You gave it to me after I complained about how cold it was when I showed up in a long sleeve shirt made from some thin material.

You said it looked better on me than it did you.

You looked at me after I put it on. You admired every single part of me and then told me the blue complimented the frosty colour of my eyes and you said it looked better on me.

Only if you knew how much I liked you.

I liked you for as long as I can remember. I still do. Only if you knew though.

But I watch your eyes as she walks by.

She is always the one person you look at. Wherever she is your eyes follow her.

What a sight for sore eyes.

My eyes hurt from the sight of you staring at her every second of the day. 

Brighter than the blue sky.

Your love for her is so bright its brighter than the sky.

She's got you mesmerised while I die.

She has you fixated on her beauty. No one even realises the feeling inside me is dying.

Why would you ever kiss me? In not even half as pretty.

You kissed me randomly at some point and the question of why you would races through my mind. I'm not even as pretty as Carly.

You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester.

You have her a sweater that belonged to you after she asked you for one. I tried not to think of it too much. It was just polyester after all.

But you like her better, I wish I was Heather.

It's simple. You like Carly so much, way more than me. I wish I was Carly.

Watch as you stand with her holding your hand.

You guys stood side by side and hand in hand. I broke.

Put your arm around her shoulder, now I'm getting colder.

You put your arm around her shoulder and I felt lonely and cold without warmth from your body.

How could I hate her? She's such an angel.

How can I ever hate her? She is an angel and my best friend.

But then again, I kind of wish she was dead.

At the same time, I wish she didn't exist. I wish she was wiped out of this world so you focused on me. She always got your attention without even saying a word.

Carly is too pretty. No way can I ever have you. Just remember that I love you so much.

THATS IT! It's short I know but it's all I could do. Anyways have a great day and enjoy the rest of ur day! remember. SEDDIE IS LIFE!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜