I ran away I've had enough with getting hurt by people I care about. I'm at my secret hiding place hoping to die right now I'm nothing I'm worthless and I'm everything that everyone says its true. My parents named me Starr but I go by the name Summer my sister died when I was five and I blamed myself because it was my fault. I party a lot because it just makes me feel alive I hang out with older people who's in their 20s I just feel different when I'm around them. I'm 16 if anyone cared I have a big crush on Jayy Von Monroe from blood on the dance floor. I don't fuckin care about my life I talk bad about my family. I'll tell you I hate them because I do. I get abused and beat by my family. I got fucked up in the head when I was 11 I ran away when I was 14 I got put in jail for trying to hurt myself when I was 15 so fuck off and see ya!!!!!
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