I'm nothing to anyone anymore. I'm fucked up and everything. I'm done with getting broken hearts I'm done with getting scared of this life. I'm taking this really hard right now. I just can't really think straight right now I was 10 weeks clean but I'm not anymore. And this time nothing can save me now because I'm done with this life. There's nothing to live for now because I thought I liked someone and I told him but no love has to suck!!!! Ugh!! Why!?! Why do I have to love someone so much!!! I'm crying while I'm writing this and I'm shaking