For You, Sabe [Part 1]

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Haru the Broken Fuck
10:02 am

We're on the way back to metro manila
We stopped by sa Mcdonald's because she was hungry daw

Nugagawen

She's not talking much
Actually, she's not talking at all

Hala ka, did you do something wrong?

I don't know
She started becoming distant after the cheek kiss

Hmm.. maybe because ayaw niya?
Or takot siya? You know, sa emotions

Yes, I thought so too but what should I do?

Idk, why are you asking me

No idea either
It's just that I only started becoming more expressive
This is what I'm afraid of, that she'll be too overwhelmed then she's gonna keep distance

Siguro just don't get tired of reassuring her that it's okay to have feelings?
You know how aloof sabe can be

Aight, have to drive again
Thanks

Isabella Sanchez
1:35 pm

lamats

Isabella Sanchez
1:55 pm

I'm home
[👍]

Are we okay?
seen

Hey

bakit mabait ka pa rin sakin

Huh?

ang sama ng ugali ko sayo lagi
palagi kitang minumura
tapos palagi kitang tinutulak palayo
palagi kong sinasabing hindi kita kailangan
hindi ka ba nasasaktan ??

No

tangina baliw

You're Isabella.

alam ko pangalan ko, hindi ako tanga

I mean
That's how I know you, that's how you've been since the beginning
I believe it's how you protect yourself and I understand that

hindi dapat
dapat magalit ka
dapat ayaw mo na sakin
dapat lumayo ka tapos sabihin mo ang toxic k
pero hindi, dinala mo pa ko sa pamilya mo

And? What about it?

bakit ka ganito ?!

Why are you like this?!
I'm trying to be a part of your life, Isabella!
Why do you badly want to push me away?! Is it something I did that made you decide I'm not trustworthy?! Have I not shown enough?!

bakit ako ganto ??
i think the better question is bakit ako ginanito ??
bakit ako naging ganto ??
tangina, lai i did not choose this. in fact, pagod na kong magalit sa mundo. pagod na kong magtaray, pagod na kong maramdaman na parang kailangan kong itulak lahat ng tao palayo. pagod na ko.
pero kailangan. kailangan kong maging ganito kasi kahit pagod na ko magalit, mas pagod na kong masaktan at ayoko nang makaramdam ng kahit anong sakit ulit.
seen

kaya ako ganito, lai.
kasi tangina ng mga tao, they did me so dirty that i now feel like every fucking person that exists in the world would end up hurting me.
stop trying to enter my life. ako na ang nagsasabi sayong hindi kita papapasukin, thank u sa concern mo pero hindi ko kailangan 'yan

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