.......~I slowly opened my eyes when sunlight hit my face . I rubbed my face and got up from the bed . I went straight to the bathroom and did my morning routine and then I went to shower . I turned on the shower and let the cold water hit my swollen face . Yes I cried yesterday .
While standing naked in the shower I remembered 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦's incident .𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝒉𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦 ~
𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑤𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑟 𝑓𝑖𝑔𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑎 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝒉 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 .
𝑊𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑤 𝒉𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 ." 𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑦 , 𝒉𝑜𝑤 𝒉𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 ? 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 " 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑀𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑦 . 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝒉𝑒𝑟 .
" 𝑌𝑒𝑠. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 . 𝑤𝒉𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 ?" 𝑆𝒉𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝒉𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔.
𝐼 𝑐𝒉𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝒉𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠.
" 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑦 " 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝒉𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑎 .
"𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝐼'𝑚 𝒉𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑔. " 𝑠𝒉𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝒉𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑠𝑎𝑑 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 .
"𝐻𝑢𝒉 ? 𝑊𝒉𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 ?" 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑
" 𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑙 .. 𝐼 𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑎𝑡 ..... 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦'𝑠 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑡𝒉 𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑝𝑎. " 𝑆𝒉𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝒉𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 .
𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝒉𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑦 .
𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝒉𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 . 𝑇𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦'𝑠 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑝𝑎 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 .
𝑆𝑢𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑟𝑢𝑠𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 .. 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑒 , 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 .
𝐼 𝑠𝒉𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑦 " 𝐴𝑅𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐻𝐸𝑅𝐸 𝑇𝑂 𝑅𝐸𝑀𝐼𝑁𝐷 𝑀𝐸 𝑇𝐻𝐴𝑇 𝑃𝐴𝐼𝑁𝐹𝑈𝐿 𝑇𝐻𝐼𝑁𝐺 !!!! 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐷𝑂𝑁'𝑇 𝘒𝘕𝘖𝘞 𝐻𝑂𝑊 𝑀𝑈𝐶𝐻 𝐼 𝐻𝐴𝐷 𝑆𝑈𝐹𝐹𝐸𝑅𝐸𝐷 𝑊𝐻𝐸𝑁 𝐼 𝐺𝑂𝑇 𝑇𝑂 𝐾𝑁𝑂𝑊 𝑀𝑌 𝑃𝐴𝑅𝐸𝑁𝑇𝑆 𝑊𝐸RE D𝐸𝐴𝐷 .... 𝐴𝑁-𝐴𝑁𝐷 𝑊𝐻𝐸𝑁 𝑇𝐻𝑂𝑆𝐸 𝐵𝑅𝐴𝑇𝑆 𝐶𝐴𝐿𝐿𝐸𝐷 𝑀𝐸 𝑂𝑅𝑃𝐻𝐴𝑁 𝐴𝑁𝐷 𝑁𝑂𝐵𝑂𝐷𝑌 𝑊𝐴𝑁𝑇𝐸𝐷 𝑇𝑂 𝑇𝐴𝐿𝐾 𝑇𝑂 𝑀𝐸 ......!!! 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐻𝐴𝐷 𝐺𝑂𝑇 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝑃𝐴𝑅𝐸𝑁𝑇𝑆 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝑀𝐸 !!!" 𝐼 𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝒉𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝒉𝑎𝑟𝑠𝒉 𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝒉𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 . 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝒉𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝒉𝑒𝑚 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 . 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝒉𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝒉𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝒉𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 .