Roommates [ot7]

.23

Jimin's POV

Yoongi brought me to a very nice restaurant, which I wasn't expecting at all and I'm definitely not complaining. We got a table in the back, where it was a little quieter, then looked over at the menu.

I tried to get something a bit healthy, but everything on the menu had so many calories in it. My mind was going crazy and I was scared of the consequences of eating any of this food.

"Jimin?"

I snapped out of it and looked across the table at Yoongi.

"Yes?"

"I was asking if you knew what you wanted to get." He said.

"Oh umm...yeah, I do, sorry." I said, closing the menu and taking a sip of my water.

"It's okay." He said before taking a sip of his Pepsi.

It wasn't long before the waiter came to our table, asking if we were ready to order.

Yoongi got a steak with potato and broccoli, something I would've got as well if I wasn't so worried about getting fat.

"And what would you like?" The waiter asked me politely.

I bit my lip, debating on if I should get the same thing as Yoongi or safer something with less calories in it.

"I'll umm...I-I'll just have a side salad, I'm not very hungry." I said with a small smile.

Once the waiter left, I looked down at my lap, knowing Yoongi was looking at me.

"Are you sure you're not hungry? You could've got something else, I can pay for it." He said.

"I-I know, I'm just...I-I'm just not very hungry." I said, only for my stomach to growl afterwards.

Yoongi raised an eyebrow, then sat back in his chair, looking at me.

"Jimin, the main purpose of us going on a date is to get to know each other more and right now, I feel like you're not telling me the truth." He said.

I sat in silence, debating on if I should tell him or not. I don't want anyone knowing that I don't eat as much and go on diets to stay skinny, because then they'll think of crazy and make me eat food that I know will make me fat again. I've worked so hard to get to where I am now, I can't go back, I just...can't.

"Yoongi, I'm...I'm just not hungry." I lied for the third time.

Yoongi nodded and let out a sigh. "Okay."

I can see the disappointment in his face and it hurts that I'm the reason for it, but I just can't tell him.

Namjoon is the only one that knows about my diets and does his best to help me, but he's not around all the time when I need him, so I end up going a bit crazy with my diets.

Yoongi and I did some small talk, nothing too special, but I can still tell that Yoongi was a little upset. Everything in me wants to tell him, but I'm scared. What if he judges me? What if he thinks I'm weird? What if he agrees and uses it against me somehow?