Emma
It's settled. I'm in love with him. Jake, he looked at me for a moment, it looked like he was admiring my features. Why didn't he say anything? Why did he push me away again? I don't think he's really in love with me.... I'm not THAT pretty, not like Heather... who am I kidding. I'll never get someone as great as him.
I went to my english class, and all the while I couldn't wait for science next. I was desperate for the moment when I could sit next to him. Jake Collin, he's athletic, attractive, and sexy. I want him. I really, really want him. I wish I could just kiss him right now, and he would kiss me back and make out with me, our tongues wrapping around themselves, his warm saliva going into my oral cavity, as we passionately, intimately, kiss, as he grabs my waist with his strong, masculine hands as my body trembles excitedly, awaiting what comes next.
*the bell rings*
It's time.
I try to get to science as soon as possible. My knees tremble. I step in, and he's already sitting in his seat, as if he were waiting for me. I won't keep you waiting, Jake. I nearly faint on the spot, he was like an angel, an angel in the shadows. As I get closer, he stares at me, like a wolf stalking his prey. I am the prey. I am his prey. I want him to get me, and when he does, I will not run away. I want to submit to him.
I want to be his.
"Hey, Jake." I said casually to him, trying to act relaxed although inside I was panicking with emotions of longing for him.
"Hmph." He replied. He remained silent. He's so mysterious, it makes me want him even more.
Omg he acknowledged my presence, he's so hot and mysterious. Something about him just draws him to me like we're meant to be together. Ha, like what am I saying? who would want me, maybe Cathrine is right. I'm just a nobody that no one wants or cares about . I should have died in that car crash with my dad.
"Emma ....Emma Smith" Miss Jackson spoke in a hushed tone.
"Are you okay Emma? Class has been over for 3 mins and you were just sitting there with tears running down your face." Miss Jackson said.
"I-its nothing." I said, my vision blurry from my tears and out of breath.
I left the class, and met Kiko for lunch.
"Hey Emma! Hey, were you crying? Are you alright?"
"Yeah, dont worry about it."
"Did something happen? "
"It's just... Jake."
"Jake?! Did he pick on you?!"
"No, no, I have the biggest crush on him, but I think it's hopeless. The guy hates me."
"You have a crush on Jake? He's such a douche!"
"I knowww, but I can't help it. He's...really...hot."
"I can't believe this. You should look for someone else, someone that'll actually care about you. Jake, he just has sex with random girls and then leaves them."
"I don't want anybody else! Jake is perfect for me! Don't try to convince me otherwise."
"Alllllright then... You'll find out if he really is "perfect".
Kiko left, leaving Emma alone for the last few minutes of lunch.
"Ugh. It doesn't matter. She'll see, Jake and I are soulmates. I know he loves me. I'll prove her wrong."
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