Chasing Endlessly (Harry Styles)

Chasing Endlessly Chapter:1-6

-Allison's p.o.v.-

I was on my way to the air port to meet with my brother Ben in Britan. I hadn't seen him in what seemed like forever. I hated it when he left. I was left with my "father" after he left. My mother died when I was only 11, Ben was the only one I felt close to. When my mom was alive my dad used to beat her. I would cry into Ben's arms. I missed the feeling of his comfort. I remember him telling me that everything was gonna be ok, but I felt like it wasn't going to be ok. I would cry myself to sleep at night. Whenever I would cry in front of him he would yell at me and hit me. I felt as if there was only one guy I could ever trust. Ben. I got on the plane pulling out my phone starting to text Ben to tell him I was on the plane. When he said ok get some rest. I love you. I smiled he was the only guy I could stand saying love you. I looked out the window and the felt my eyes drift off.

My dream:
There was a little girl around four or five running up to a woman who looks like her mother. "Mommy mommy" The woman smiled picking up her daughter. She turned and I saw her face. She was my... mom.

I was being shaked by a flight attendant. "Miss the plane is about to land" I shook my head and smiled. I hadn't notice a tear fall from my face until I looked at my phone reflection. She was smiling I missed her smile. I grabbed my luggage and headed towards my brother Ben. He had a huge smile on his face.

"Well hows my little sis doin?" He said while pulling me into a hug. I missed his hugs, I couldn't hold it in I started to cry. He pulled back "Aww dont cry I'm here." He said wiping away my last tears.

"I missed you Ben... so much" I said pulling away, he kissed my forehead and grabbed my luggage. "I know and I missed you."

Chapter: 2

The car ride was pretty much silent. I wasn't used to talking to people. When I did it wasn't very much. I hated not knowing what to say to people. I look down at my phone wanting someone to text but that was rare. Nobody really talked to me much not even at graduation. I felt like an outcast. Looking out the window wanting fresh air and freedom.

We pulled up to a flat, it was beautiful. He cut off the ignition and looked over to me. "Welcome to your new home Al's." I smiled hearing him call me by the nickname my mother gave me just brought joy.

We got out and Ben grabbed my bags. He unlocked the door and stepped in. I followed behind it felt so peaceful. I took in all my surroundings knowing that I would be safe here with Ben. We walked upstairs and into a room, that had my name on the door.

"Well what do you think? I got blue things cause thats your favorite color." I loved how he remembered things about me.

"I love it Ben thank you." I hugged him and looked around. "I'll be down stairs ok?" I smile and nod my head. I walked into the bathroom that was in my room. I grabbed a towel on a shelf and stripped from my clothes.

I hopped in the shower feeling the hot water on my body. I could just stay there all day if I wanted. When I was finished I grabbed my towel rapping it around my body. I quickly put on some clothes and walked down stairs. I saw Ben talking to a girl, she had long black hair. Ben noticed me and smiled.

"Allison this is Keila, my girlfriend." I smiled being polite. "I've heard so much about you Allison. Wow you really are as beautiful as Ben said." I said thanks and walked closer. "Want some pizza?" I took the offer the first food I have eaten since yesterday morning. I took one piece and walked back up stairs. I didn't want to embarrass myself with speaking.

I laid in bed holding onto a teddy bear my mom gave me when I was younger. There was a knock on my door and then it opened. Footsteps moved towards my bed. Then I felt the bed sink at the end. "Allison I came to say goodnight and that Keila wants to take you shopping tomorrow." I nodded and told him it was ok. He kissed my forehead and left.