Shield Me From My Demons (Book 1 in the Shield Me Series)

It's Complicated

*Jon's POV*

I'm still in shock. Colby told me he liked me, and he kissed me. I have no idea if we are dating or not, but I'm happy. I haven't been happy in a long time.

Seth and I got back to the hotel and Roman looked at us and asked, "Are y'all all good now?"

Colby grinned and said, "Yeah. We're amazing."

"Hey Jon, what did you confront Colby about?" Roman asked.

I looked at Roman for a second then I looked at Seth; Seth nodded letting me know it was ok to tell Ro about our relationship. "Well um Roman, while you were asleep I sorta um kissed Seth."

Roman's mouth fell open in shock and he asked, "Um Jon are you ... gay?"

I laughed and said, "Yeah, I think I am. I didn't want to admit it at first, but yeah I am."

"Are you sure you aren't bi?" Roman asked.

"Yeah, I'm sure. I have been with a lot of girls, but it never felt... right. At least now I know why." I said.

"Ro, I never told you but I have always liked Jon. When he kissed me, I had to know what was up with him. Dean confessed how he felt about me, and I told him my feelings for him. Now I think we are dating." Seth said.

I looked at Seth and said, "Yeah we're dating," then I laced my fingers with his.

Seth and I both swore we wouldn't be all sappy with Roman around, but it was gonna be hard. My biggest fear about our new relationship is that Seth is my best friend and if we ever did break up, our relationship would never be the same.

The Shield has a match tonight so we packed up and got ready. Roman changed into his gear at the hotel, because he said he wanted to hang around catering and talk all night since our match was the main event. Seth and I will be sharing a locker room, so I think Roman changed in at the hotel because he is sorta uncomfortable with our relationship.

Seth and I walked into the locker room and he grinned. "What's up with you?" I asked.

"Nothing, I just can't believe everything that has happened today is real. I feel like at any moment now I should be waking up from a dream." Seth confessed.

I smile spread itself across my face and I said, "Baby, you couldn't get rid of me if you tried." Then I kissed him, Seth wasn't tense like he was the other times we kissed. Seth took over the kiss as he licked my bottom lip, and put his tongue in my mouth. When we broke apart, we both stood there grinning like idiots. I finally said, "We should put our gear on and get ready, Seth."

"Ok Jon." Colby said, as he walked over to me. Seth put his arms around my waist, and whispered in my ear, "After our match maybe I can give you a massage." I shivered and nodded.

I finally got dressed in my gear and Seth and I waited in the locker room until it was time for our match.

Finally it was time for our match against Ryback and John Cena, so we walked to the curtain hand in hand to meet Roman. We got some confused and dirty looks from most of the superstars. Randy Orton walked over to us and said, "Um, what's going on here boys?"

"It's complicated," was all Seth said as we walked over to Roman. Then our music hit we walked out into the crowd.