Psycho Love {Chaelisa}

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ROSÈANNE PARK'S POV

The night has come where her parents will be visiting us to have dinner together. I was dressed by Lisa in loose white dress, hair braided perfectly made by her. She does everything for me; shower me, wipe me, put my panties on, clasp my bra and dress me up. And now, she's doing a light make up on my face which has come to an argument between us. I don't like make up. I look prettier without them on.

"Aren't this a bit fancy?" I mumble. My hand caress the soft satin dress on my thigh. This dress feel perfectly fine as the length fell just above my ankle. It wasn't that short, wasn't that tight either. Lisa made sure every clothes of mine loose so that it'll help with my pregnancy. Fuck knows what trouble will I go through if I was to wear tight dress.

It has something to do with peeing to be honest.

Lisa fix my hair and sigh. Her breath hit me just on my nose, making me shiver with anticipation to the closeness between us. How am I able to act normal when the deadly beautiful goddess ate me with her charming power? I feel myself melting right now. Lisa really drives me crazier each days.

"Nothing fancy my queen" she speak in the usual deep tone she always does. She retreat herself a bit giving a space for me to look at her clearly. Her hand then placed on my cheeks, cupping the flesh gently and her thumb brushing. The hand feel so soft that I can't help but to sigh. "You think it's fancy because you are already so radiating enough more than this clothes does to you. You look beautiful but I want to make you look more special tonight. My parents will be here for the first time to our home"

Her reason is very reasonable. She want me to look special, to feel special. She want to show them that I am special to her. What a words she gave me. My heart beat faster like cars speeding for 200 miles over an hour now. I feel breathless. "I love you Lisa" I murmur to her. It came from the depth of my heart. The words spills from my emotions like water did to a pipe. Nowadays, I find myself saying the 3 words a lot. I can't help it. The emotions can't be held back. I just love her so fucking much that it hurts and suffocates me to think that I'm being selfish trapping her in my love while putting her life on the line. I still hadn't forgot the way she came back home bleeding as hell from fights with Kim's man's few times just to protect me. She fought them, caught them, hold them back before they could reach me. She is always a step ahead of their plan, making sure to pay attention to the surrounding all the time around me. I have seen she always look around on guard whenever I asked her to take me to an ice cream parlor. She even asked for me to let her taste the ice cream first before consuming it myself to make sure no poison put on it.

She hurt herself. She pressure herself. She became paranoid, protective and possessive. She tighten the security around me, making sure I'm being watched when I'm out of this bedroom. I was never alone. Eyes always on me when I'm breathing outside. I will be honest to say that I'm a bit suffocated but not that much pressured because I'm used to living around those man. It's just that it's a bit irritating to the fact Joy had become a granny to nag me for everything. I had noticed she become more and more like my mom than just merely my right-hand woman. She's like a sister to me but I never tell her that. That's the only reason why among guards, she's the closest one to me. I know her since we're kids.

"Silly girl" Lisa say. She poke the tip of my nose catching me off guards. My head jerk to the back in reflex causing a laugh escaping her lips. "Still good reflex you have. I guess being pregnant doesn't throw away all the combat skills you have"

Well, obviously. I can still kick assess with this belly. Do I need to show her? "Whatever Lisa". I choose not to do anything. I don't want to tire myself. Even walking tire me a lot nowadays. Irene said it's normal because the baby has grown big. I'm reaching due after all. I will have one more week to go before my pregnancy due.