I can feel you all around me

17. Choices

We all woke up and got ready to go to the doctors I put on some sweats and one of toms shirts.

When we got at the hospital they did some scans then a ultrasound for the baby so now all 5 of us are waiting in a room.

I was tapping on the bed nervously Tom noticed and held my hand, I smiled and rested my head on his arm.

The doctor came in with a unreadable look on his face.

"Ms y/ln you are in fact pregnant congratulations but.. you cancer is spreading on your left kidney."

"You can have the baby but that gives you a 80% chance you might die. If you choose an abortion you will most likely live."

After the doctor left the room I was so upset. But scared because the boys will get mad at me for the choice I'm about to tell them.

"I'm having the baby." I said

Everyone looked at me like I was crazy.

"You just heard the doctor you can die y/n! You are not having that baby!" Tom said serious

"I know that I can die but I choose the baby." I said

"God you just have a death wish!" Tom said before storming  off.

I sighed as I got off the bed and the boys walked with me to the car where Tom was in the passenger seat so he wouldn't have to sit with me.

When we arrived at Tom and bills house the boy started practicing because they had a tour in 3 months and I was actually coming with them.

*Time skip 3 months later*

It's the day we are leaving to go on tour I officially have a medium baby bump.

I'm 4 months and me and Tom officially announced the pregnancy and I'm way more famous than I was.

I'm a top 2 model and I have my own paparazzi.

I'm still modeling but took time off for the tour.

After we packed we went on the plane.

I sat next to Tom he wasn't mad no more just a little scared but I reassured him I'll be fine at least I hope I will.

We finally arrived in Paris.

We settled down in our hotel rooms they didn't have any shows today tomorrow they did though.

Tom is very overprotective of me and cautioned he doesn't want anything or anyone hurting me or our baby.

We are hosting a baby shower a couple of weeks later to find out the baby's gender.

We just cuddled and watched movies all day before falling asleep.
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