I can feel you all around me

12. When I lose myself I think of you

*Time skip 1 month later*
While walking to my class I see bill waving at me I go to him and give him a hug he gives me a kiss on my cheek then starts talking

"So you know that prom is in a couple of days?" Bill said while blushing a bit

"Yeah." I said

"Well I'm planning on asking you best friend Harley." He explained with a excited look on his face

"That's a good idea! She has a crush on you."

"She does?!?!" Bill said as his face got red

"Yes."

"Ok ok what is her favorite color, favorite flowers, favorite candy, favorite jewelry." He said

"Mm her favorite color is purple, she likes violets, she really likes jolly rancher's, and prefers to wear bracelets."

"Ok thank you so much y/n love you!." As he kissed me on the cheek goodbye because the bell rang

As walking to Spanish class I felt someone next to me. It was Tom I rolled my eyes and started walking faster.He grabbed my hand and leaded me into a abandoned classroom.

"Tom what do you want."

"I want you y/n."

"You should have thought about that before fucking that bitch."

"I didn't even fuck her yeah we made out but that's all we did."

"Then why was she in a towel Tom?"

"I have no idea after making out with her I left her in my room to go tell bill something."

I knew Tom wasn't lieing I could just feel it.

"Still you kissed her."

"Yeah I know I'm really sorry y/n I've never been in a serious relationship like we had I know it's not a excuse but it's something I didn't know what to do."

"Just please forgive me and give me another chance." He said begging

"Fine but your not out of the dog house yet." I said giving him a gentle look before walking to Spanish class late.

I can't believe I gave into Tom kaulitz again he better not mess up this time or else it's really over I mean it's not like we are dating but we can't just forget our past like that.

I started doing my Spanish homework waiting for the bell to ring so I can go home.

When the bell rang georg and bill invited me to go to their practice at bills house so I did my brother was at a friends house anyway.

When I arrived at bills house I sat on their couch and watched them fool around and actually practiced I cheered all of them on not that much of Tom but kinda I can see Tom was kinda jealous.

After practicing they all sat down on the couch to relax bill sat next to me then put his head on my lap I started playing with his bling black and white hair as he was trying to catch his breath from all that singing.

Tom sat on the other side of him putting his head on my shoulder. Then gustav came in with bill and toms dogs then toms big dog came up to me forcing bill to get up so he can lay on my lap bill laughed as he picked up the little dog to pet it.

Tom rolled his eyes at the dog and started looking at me up and down with a smirk on his face. I noticed and threw a pillow at his head then he threw one back at me and bill saw so he threw one at Tom hard and then everyone was having a pillow fight even the dogs too.

Then Tom and bills mom walked into the door and we all cleaned the mess up and went to greet her. I was always her favorite so when she saw that I was here she gave me a tight hug and a kiss on my cheek when she went to her room the boys started wrestling. It was more like gay wrestling to me they kept tickling and slapping asses. I sat back down on the couch to just watch them.

Then Tom sat next to me while the G's and bill were still wrestling and he put his hand on my thigh with no warning. I froze and blushed a little but didn't show him that I was. I slowly put my head in his shoulder and he put his head on mine. When the boys saw they started acting like 4 years olds  teasing us and stuff then Tom went to go play fight with the G's because he had enough.

Then bill sat next to me and we started to have a conversation.

"You know Tom is still madly in love with you right?"

"He is?" I said with a smiling on my face

"Yes y/n he nonstop thinks about you."

I blush a little thinking about it.

"I just hope he doesn't hurt me this time." I said quietly

"He better not or else imma kill him myself." Bill said with sass

I gave him a hug before Tom sat back down right next to me.

We all decided to have a sleepover and watch movies for the rest of the night and of course me and Tom were sitting together we were even sharing a blanket.

Tom had his hand on my thigh for a while now I was wondering when he would make the next move.

Then he put his arm around me making me get on him kinda to cuddle and that's what I did.

Bill and the G's were past out in deep sleep.

Me and Tom were still watching the movie and then we started making out. He kissed my neck gently before giving me a beautiful hickey I moaned softly in his ear when he separated from no

I sat on his lap facing him so we can make out more, that's when I felt his member get hard.

He carried me to his room then opened the door and locked it.

He put me down on his bed gently before he taking off all my clothes and I did the same to him. Started kissing my boobs and started kissing more then he started kissing and licking Yk where he was doing it so good I couldn't hold back I was squeezing tf out of his pillows trying not to moan hella loud.

Of course I had to let some moans escape because what he was doing down there was magical heavenly actually. After he was done I thought I should return the favor so I got down on my knees and started Yk.

I didn't know if I was good at doing that but I guess I guess I was because he started moaning and whimpering which made me get turned on more after that he put his member in me and started going hard I was not ready for that so I moaned hella loud but covered my mouth.

I hope I did not wake anyone up. Tom always knew how to pleasure me so it was hard to contain my moans so instead of covering my mouth I was kissing him hardcore I could feel his slightly cold lip ring but it felt good I was playing with it with my tongue then I started giving him hickeys.

A couple of minutes later we both finished he fell asleep instantly on the spot.

I was is tired and sweaty but felt good as always ;) .

Tom had his head on my naked chests while I was holding his neck  close to me.
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