I woke up running to the guest bathroom puking my brains out. I don't understand why I'm throwing up and my boobs are hella sore.
Tom came rushing in helping me I quickly flushed the toilet so he didn't see that mess.
*time skip 4 hours later*
I decided to text my mom
Me: hey mom Hru
Mom: good mija tu?
Me: I think I'm sick I keep throwing up and my boobs hurt hella I'm bloated too
Mom: Estás embarazada?!?! (Are you pregnant?!?!)
Me: What no?!?! Well atleast I don't think so
Mom: you are 19 abt to be 20! Use protection be safe do a test now!
Me: ok ok I will ma, I will text you the results
Mom: bueno (good)
I go to my car not telling anyone where I'm going.
I stop infront of the pharmacy and go in to buy a 5$ pregnancy test.
I go to toms bathroom and take the test.
I start think if I am. I mean me and Tom always do it with no condom or no pill maybe he didn't pull out in time? I don't know I'm scared if I am and what will tom say?
I Started to get scared because I hear the timer ring and that means the test is complete I look at it and just pause
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I start to shake Tom is only 20 and I'm 19!
"FUCK!" I yelled hella loud
Tom came in and I quickly hid the test behind my back.
"What are you hiding behind your back?" Tom said as bill came to see what wrong
"N- nothing." I said shaking bad
"Show me y/n." Tom went to go see what's behind my back
"No!" I yelled at him fighting back
Bill already figured it out he opened his mouth in shock
"Why are you making that face bill?" Tom said dumbly
"Don't you get it idiot?" Bill said
"Get what?"
I dropped to the ground and started crying
"She is pregnant Tom."
I dropped the test in front of Tom covering my face with my hands sobbing.
Tom looked at the test then looked at me.
He grabbed me by the arms to pick me up and pinned me against the wall
"Is this test real!" He said loudly
"Yes it is." I said trying to calm down
"Tom let her go! Don't do that to her!" Bill said as Tom let me go and I ran into bills arms.
Tom went out of the house a drove off to who knows where.
I felt so pathetic I just ruined a perfect relationship.
The boys tried comforting me but I just went back home and stayed in my bed for days not leaving to do anything.
Everyone knew.
I felt stupid.
*Time skip 4 days later*
I heard footsteps approaching me it was Tom he sat me up so I could look at him.
I felt rage, anger, sadness, despair
"Why did you leave me?" I said quietly
"I needed time to think."
"So you left me and made me look like an idiot who let Tom kaulitz knock her up and now he is gone?"
"I'm not gone I'm here!"
"Now you are! Someone convinced you to come back huh?!?! Cause I sure as hell know it wasn't me or our love!"
"Do you even love me or just want someone to have sex with!" I said with anger
He didn't agree or disagree
"Just leave I know you want to you don't have to take care of the baby or me.."
"Your keeping it?" Tom said
"Of course I am that is a baby it doesn't deserve to die! So just leave you won't have to take care of it just leave me Tom!"
I started crying
"God lately all you do is fucking cry those hormones are turning you into a bitch!" He said with rage
I slapped him and threw his promise ring at his chest and kicked him out of my house
I knew he regretted what he said I could see it in his face but I was too mad to care.
I cried that whole night I just couldn't believe he would say that.
In the morning I got ready because I had a fashion show when I got there I was dressed in tight revealing clothes. A couple of walks later I see all the boys including Tom.
After the show the boys came and gave me flowers Tom was in the very back.
We all went in a empty room to talk
They made Tom apologize to me
"Y/n Im sorry for saying that I didn't mean to say any of that I was just shocked that I'm going to be a dad I didn't know how to react."
I mentally folded when he said he was gonna be a dad
I blushed a little and smiled
I hugged him tight and we kissed infront of the boys then he put the promise ring back on my finger.
But we had one problem I still have my kidney cancer I just hope I can have the baby.
We are going to the doctors tomorrow to see what we have to do. ———————————————————————— 876 words
