Every day, I fight
I spend all my time
Finding ways that I can better myself
All these filthy lies
For this life of mine
All this pressure
Walking eighteen miles
Counting every step
I'm working on my smile
Till there's nothing left
Fighting all the while
Hearing what I said
Makes me fucking sick to the point where I vomit
Help me
Inspire me
Help me to inspire you
Guide me
Control me
Tell me just what I should do
Don't tell me I'm perfect
Save yourself some breath
Give up something good for something better
And I am!
Happiness and confidence comes with a price
All I want is perfection
Don't do this for anyone but myself
I reach my goals but
They're never good enough
I wanna be the person that everyone looks at with envy.
Perfect on the inside
And out
I wanna be your inspiration
I just wanna starve
I'm living at large
Knowing that one day this will end my life
Reaching for the stars
Till they're in my arms
All this bloodshed
All I want is number one
And I know I can't always have it
Just wanna be thin
Just wanna win
No matter how it happens
And I really do
I don't wanna hurt myself
But if that's what I gotta do
Then what the hell?
That's what I'll do
Help me
Inspire me
Help me to inspire you
Guide me
Control me
Tell me just what I should do
Don't tell me I'm perfect
Im far from it
Don't humor me
Don't say "it's okay"
Why don't you just go away!
Happiness and confidence comes with a price
All I want is perfection
Don't do this for anyone but myself
I reach my goals but
They're never good enough
I wanna be the person that everyone looks at with envy.
Perfect on the inside
And out
I wanna be your inspiration
Help me
Inspire me
Help me to inspire you
Guide me
Control me
Tell me just what I should do
Don't tell me I'm perfect
Save yourself some breath
I dont want your compliments
Talk to me instead
I didn't eat yesterday
I'm not eating today
Turning heads
Till they're all looking my way
I didn't eat yesterday
I'm not eating today
Inspiring everyone
Till I end up in a grave
