"Jax you fucking ruined my life! Do you hear me?! You ruined it! I have been trying to reach you for ages and you answer now? My family won't even talk to me. You deserve to fucking die, you broke me"
I just stood there. It was a girls voice but I never heard it before. I was in chock. What the fuck? "Uhm Jax is not here" I mumbled into the phone. "Oh, so I guess he found someone else to destroy" She hissed back. "What did he do to you?" I asked but I really didn't want to know the answer. "He ruined my life, I had fucking dreams and now everyone have seen them" She said and I looked down. "Seen what?" I asked. "My photos, my private photos, I trusted him, I really loved him..." She almost whispered.
"What did he do?" I asked again and she took a deep breath. "He shared my nudes with his friends, and they put it up online" She said with a calmer voice. It now felt like I almost cloud recognise her voice. "He did what?!" I asked and gasped. "When?" I asked again and she took one more deep breath. "Jax isn't as lovely as you might think and If I was you I would end it right now before you end up in the same situation as I did, my parents can't look at me, I got fired from work and my friends stoped talk to me..." She said quietly. "Remember what I said, don't trust him he's that boy who can't change" She said and I almost whispered an mhm back and she hung up.
I opened Jax's phone and the first thing I did was to go trough his camera roll. There was no photos of anything, everything was deleted except from one photo at me. It was a photo he took a few days ago. I took a deep breath. "I trust him" I mumbled to myself. I do trust him, but he have been a bad person, and I don't know what that person could have doing, I really want to believe that he has changed, but something deep inside of me is telling me he that he could still break my heart.
I opened the hidden files on his phone and scrolled down. "Okay, it will be alright" I whispered to myself and scrolled up to open the latest file on his phone. It was loading and it felt like it took ages. But then it started. It was a video, in his bedroom. I could hear voices. I turned up the volume and looked closer. The phone was standing on the other side of the room filling the bed. The bedroom door opened up and my eyes widened. It was me and Jax, making out. "Oh no" I whispered when I realised what kind of video it was.
It was a video from my first time, from my first time with Jax. It was a sex tape. I closed the phone and felt how tears started to run down my cheeks. How could he do this to me? Why do he still have this? And why did he video tape us? I stood up and looked around in the kitchen. "Fuck" I cried out.
The front door opened up and I looked at Jax. "How could you fucking do this? How could you fucking video tape us?" I cried out and Jax smile faded away within less then a second. He knew what I was talking about. "Okay Ashley sit down I can explain" He said and dropped the bucket with wood. "You better have a really good explanation" I said and pointed my finger at him. "Okay relax, I haven't showed anyone" He said and I shook my head. "How am I suppose to believe you" I hissed and he raised his eyebrows. "What?"
"Yeah, and tell me how? You spread that girls photos!" I said and he's body froze. "Sofia..." He said and I looked at him. "So that was her name?"
"Ashely listen, how was I supposed to convince Ian that I actually took your virginity? I needed proof" He said and I just stood there like a fool. "So Ian have seen it?" I asked and Jax nodded. "I can't believe that I actually trusted you!" I yelled and ran upstairs to get my stuff. "For fuck sake Ashley come back!" He yelled and walked up after me. "That girl Sofia was right! You can't change, even if I really thought you did" I said and threw my clothes into my bag. "You're overreacting Ashley" He said and I shook my head. "No Jax I'm not, tell me... why did you save the video after showing Ian? And why did you show your friends Sofia's photos?" I asked and grabbed my bags. I looked at him.
"She wanted more then I wanted and she knew about my parents" He said and starred at me. "Oh okay that makes a lot of sense, you threatened her to not tell anyone but you still spread her photos" I said. "No she told Jack, so I did what I told her I would do if she told anyone" He said with a voice cold as ice. "I know about your parents Jax!" I yelled and tried to walk past him but he grabbed my arm. "I wouldn't do anything like that to you" He said and looked me deeply into my eyes. "I want to trust you, but she probably thought the same..." I said and pulled myself out of his grip.
"If you really felt something for me you would have deleted that video Jax" I said with tears running down my cheeks. "Can you just please drive me home?" I asked and Jax nodded.
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We sat down in the car and Jax started it. It was a quiet ride. "You know I really want to believe that it was the old Jax that took that video of us and not the Jax I got to know, but right now I can't see a difference between how you acted before and now" I said quietly and he nodded and tightened his grip around the steering wheel. "Why did you save the video Jax?" I asked and he looked straight forward. He was driving really fast. "You knew to much... and I don't know if I can trust you..." He said and I raised my eyebrows and looked at him in shock. "You must be kidding right?" I asked and he shook his head without looking away from the road.
"You're an fucking idiot Jax, I should have never trusted you, so I guess if this little thing we had didn't work out I would end up like that girl Sofia...?" I asked and he nodded. "That was my plan" He mumbled and I cried. "I was a fool to ever thing we would work out" I said and looked at Jax. He looked at me and for almost a second I could see regret in his eyes. I turned my head to the road again and gasped. "Jax slow the fuck down!" I yelled but it was too late the car was too close. I screamed before everything went dark and quiet.
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