Cold to the Touch (Jakeward)

First date

Today was the day, it had been two days since I promised Edward I'd make this work I haven't seen him since I'm starting to worry but today I'll ask him on a date. After school I was hanging with Sam and the boys they were teasing me as usual "what's up with you Jake? Your seem off your acting weird" said Sam I fake smiled I was way to nervous I just wanted to see Edward he's all I could ever think about these days. "Nothing man I'm just excited that's all" "ooo who's the lucky girl?" Sam asked. He always had a way of making me uncomfortable, no one knows I'm gay. I didn't say anything and walked away. Later that day it was time, I texted Edward to meet me out behind my house. He later showed up. "Hey Eddie" I smiled wide. "Hey Jake" he smiled softly. "I was wondering if maybe you if um you wanted to go on a date? I have the perfect place away from everyone" Edward's pale face turned bright red "yes of course" he sounded so happy. I grabbed his hand and told him to follow me, I took him out to the lavender fields and we sat together. "Sorry it's not much" I looked deep into his eyes. "Are you kidding it's beautiful" Edward  smiled and said. He grabbed my hands and rubbed them he looked even deeper into my eyes and leaned in and kissed me. It was magical. The most perfect kiss. I've never felt like this in my whole entire life. How could a vampire make a werewolf feel like this? It didn't make sense my family would never understand and doubt his family would. God why can't we just go outside holding hands together in front of everyone that's all I want, all I need I'm pretty sure my family would freak if they knew I was gay but freak even more if the knew I've imprinted of a vampire especially Edward Cullen. I've had so much on my mind and I could tell Edward knew. "Hey Jake, don't worry about that stuff, just remember your promise. We'll figure this out together. It might not be today it might not be tomorrow but just focus on me and this moment" Edward explained and smiled at me. I love the way he talks to me gives me all the butterflies in my stomach he makes me feel alive again. I smiled at him. I loved this. "You know Eddie you always know what to say" we started into each other's eyes for a long time he rubbed my face he was freezing but he felt like heaven. I couldn't imagine being here with anyone else. We laid together and started at the sky and talked for hours it was the best first date I've ever had. I couldn't wait for the next date. That night I went home I was so so happy I've never been this happy in my life. I went to sleep dreaming of Edward which was nothing new I've dreamed about him every night since that day out in the woods. Edward wasn't officially my boyfriend but I'm sure I'll ask him to be next time I see him. I'm just worried, worried what everyone will think but it honestly wouldn't change the way I felt about him or anything I just want approval from my family but at the same time who cares? Who cares if I'm gay who cares if I'm into a vampire who honestly gives a damn. It shouldn't matter as long as we're happy. God I'm extremely happy.