Say goodbye Hyung / Jikook story

Chapter 2

Jimin's   POV

"After an hour or so I lost track of time, so I decided to go back home. I don't want Jungkook to get worried. It started to get dark and I phoned a taxi to take me back to the mansion. Jungkook did not want me to work at the nightclub anymore and he also did not want me in public transport but I insisted to be independent and sometimes right out stubborn. I was the one who was holding on to this job for God knows why.

 The taxi drops me in front of these huge copper gate that slides open. When I reach the mansion and the guards let me in, panic takes over my body. The guard also greeted me and I think it was Jungkooks orders that they must treat me like that. This is my last night here I must pack my things and leave early in the morning. 

When I entered the house the maids greet me and serve me my food in the dining room.
"Is Mr. Jeon upstairs?" I ask the maid who serves me before she leaves the room.
"No, Sir "she answered with her head bowed down.

All possibilities flash before my eyes. Must I pack up and just leave a note or must I wait until he comes home and then break up with him? Either way, I got to go.
Dammit, where will I stay I give up my one-bedroom apartment when I move in with Jungkook. After finishing my meal I went up to our room to get some sleep maybe I will think about something to convince Taehyung not to go through with his treads.

As I enter our bedroom I scan the room for the last time, try it hold on to the pressure memories we made in here.  I sat down on the kingsize bed and was covered in cream off-white velvet bedding. I tried my best to lighten up this dark space. Jungkook was in a very dark self-centered space when I met him. I must have brighten up his life a lot and it is sad that it has to end like this. Just as I am about to pick up Jungkook's picture from the side table, I rush to the bathroom because the food that I ate come out in the toilet. I was sitting on my knees vomiting everything out when I heard Jungkook calling out at me. I think I might be pregnant and I need to see a doctor but now I have pressing issues that I have to deal with. Maybe Teayhung will have pity on me if I told him about the baby.

"Jimin baby are you in there," Jungkook called out to me. I just freeze. When did he come home and how am I gonna face him with crying? How do I break up with someone because I have never done it before? This is my first relationship. I live a life of struggle back in Busan and there was no damm time thinking about boyfriends and shit. Each day I have to think about my mom and my little brother.

"Yes l'll be out soon," I said getting up from the floor and cleaning my mouth. I wash my face and pull myself together saying goodbye to the old Jimin in the mirror and leave the bathroom. I try to convince myself that this will be for the best. I have to wait until Taeyhung to set me up in Italy and fly out there.  I look in the mirror convincing myself that I'm doing it for my mom and 10-year-old brother who is currently staying with my grandma. My family life was never full of roses and I came to Seoul to get a job and help my family. My dad was not in our lives and I don't even know where he is, and I don't care.

 In the meantime, I can stay in a hotel or something. Dammit, I did not discuss the details with Tae what if he does not keep the end of the bargain because I cannot be in Seoul seeing Jungkook fall apart. This guy truly loves me I am going to do this now. 

What if I'm pregnant with his child or I think I am because all the signs are there? I have tried and buy time but Taeyhung doesn't want to listen to a word I said since this afternoon when we spoke.

" Think, Jimin Think," I said to the person in the mirror. I can just come up with an excuse that I got a scholarship to study abroad and that in a few months, I can send Jungkook a text and break up with him. That sounds like a plan. I just hope that the son of bitch Kim Taeyhung will agree. Dammit, I'm fucked. I really needed the money for my mother's medical procedures and I don't have that kind of money to repay Taeyhung but he doesn't want the money he wants revenge.