Four.

14 0 0
                                    

"I know you can't hear me but I want you to know I love you and I don't know what I'm going to do without you if you don't survive." I cry even more thinking of being alone.

"I had a bad feeling about this trip but I brushed it off fuck this I all my fault." I say placing my other hand on my forehead.

I hear a knock at the door.

"Come in." I whisper but loud enough so they can hear.

"Scarlet dear the visiting hours are over." The nurse informs me while showing me a small smile.

"I'll see you tomorrow. I love you."

I take small steps towards the door.

"I will see you tomorrow Scarlett. Please stay safe dear." The nurse tells me while giving me a hug.

"I will." I say and make my way back to my car.

Once back in the car I just sit there thinking about all the memories we shared.

It just made me cry more.

I must look crazy just crying in the parking lot of a hospital but I don't care.

I turn on my engine and drive home considering its a long drive.

Once home I go straight to my bed wanting to go sleep so I don't have to think.

I arrive to my bed and just fall immediately falling asleep.

I wake up to the sun shining through my curtains. 10:45 am

I grab my phone and see multiple calls from Stella. I decide to call back so she doesn't worry.

"Hello?"

"Scarlett where the fuck are you?"

"I woke up sick so I decided to stay home." I lie not wanting to attract Stella to come help.

"Oh I'm sorry. I hope you feel better."

"Thanks but I should really get going. Bye Stella!" I say rushed so I can get dressed to go visit Parker.

"Uhm okay bye scar..." I hang up before she can say anything and make my way to my closet.

I pick out whatever clothes and get dressed. I run down the stairs and grab a granola bar from the kitchen.
Back to the long drive.
I pull up to the hospital and park. I run in yet again and rush up to the 2nd floor and see the same nurse from yesterday.

"Good afternoon Scarlett! You can go right ahead."

"Thank you." I said not stopping.

I pick up the pace but slow down once I get to Parker's room.

I take a deep breath and open the door.

Again the same. He's just laying there with his eyes closed. Mouth shut and not smiling like he always used to do and his skin pale.

I walk over and grab his hand and kiss it.

"I'm back." I whisper while brushing his brown hair out of his face.

I hear his heartbeat in the background constantly beeping at a slow rate.

"I wish you were okay, back to normal, smiling and always laughing. Trying to make me laugh while doing such silly things." I gasp when...

A/N: i got more words in this time!!
I really need to write more to the story but I already have chapter 5 & 6 ready to post. And omg I know only like 7 people saw my story but that still got me excited😂
-love you so muchhhhh💘

Remembering ScarlettWhere stories live. Discover now