I had the chance to protect you... but I was too weak!
Mom sorry!
I didn't protect you!
I... I didn't protect you!
I—- I was too weak!!!
"Tears won't stop pouring in her face as she look at the coffin of her mother who looks so peaceful in her white dress."
"Natalie" someone patted her head and uttered something.
Stop crying I am here...daddy is here and I will be here with you...
I will not leave you...
DAD... MOMMY IS—-
"I hugged him tightly and cry on his shoulder"
"He hugged me and caresses my shoulder"
shhhh... mommy is ok now, she is happy with Jesus.
Dad why ???
I am there with her that day and I didn't protect her!! why???
Why do we need to lose my Mom?
She is too kind and ....and
S-she loves me,
s-she loves you,
She loves kuya!!!
Why dad??? why do mommy needs to be with Him?
She is too young and my sister...
...and my baby sister is too young to be with papa Jesus... hik..
Stop crying Natalie, we need to be strong, mommy will be sad if she sees us like this.
She will be sad.
"The tears that her dad is keeping as he emerged at the funeral was finally dropped "
Don't blame your self honey, no one wants this to happen.
"Let's accept the pain that she is with Jesus right now... s-she is happy with him."
"They enclose their selves with their arms in each other to let out their pains and cry as much as they can to let out the pain that they felt right now."
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1 month had already passed and a lot of changes where already happened.
Mommy was buried and she's now here with this small jar! together with my five month old baby sister :)
I know mommy don't want to see me like this...
But I can't ..
I can't... Easily forget the traumatic scene happened last month, it was really unbearable!
I can't forget how that stupid man kill my mother and....
Because of him my brother is still in the hospital , s-suffering from coma!
Yes!
I am happy that my brother is still here with us but how can I handle this pain if he is not yet opening his eyes and be with us?
It's hard to forget that as days passes by that dilemma became a part of my life!
The reason why I lost my mommy and almost lost my brother!
"That man will pay for sure!!! I will definitely find him and kill him for sure!"
I will find that bustard!
What ever it takes!
He'll pay for the things he ruined to us!
