I look up from my phone and my heart drops.
Y/n: there's no fucking way... It can't be!
?: but it is.. hi y/n.
Y/n: mom?!? no, there's no way that it's actually you! I refuse to believe so.
Y/m= Your Mom.
Y/m: it's me y/n.. it's me. I'm your mom.
Y/n: after all these years.. you now wanna come back into my life?! I haven't seen you in 4 years!!
Y/m: I know.. just let me explain.
Y/n: explain what exactly? That you left me 4 years ago with my abusive father who by the way was a terrible person! And you left me with him.. and for what!! All because you were selfish!!
Y/m: When I left.. I wanted to take you with me!
Y/n: so.. why didn't you?
Y/m: because I couldn't risk it. I couldn't risk your father coming after you.
Y/n: what the fuck... Coming after me?! For what!?
Y/m: he told me if I ever took you away from him, he would hunt us down and kill me.. and you.
Y/n: so.. you decided that leaving me was the best idea?
Y/m: I'm so sorry! I really am. I wanted to come back for you.
Y/n: and you should've! That man put me through HELL. He made me do everything for him! If I didn't do it he would beat the shit outta me. Do you know how hard my life was back then?!
Y/m: no.. I don't.
Y/n: exactly. You don't know, we could've ran away together! But no, you left me with him all because you didn't want him to hurt me.. but guess what, mom.. he was already doing that before you left!
Y/m: there was nothing I could do..
Y/n: bullshit. There was something you could've done. How about.. you could've called the cops?! Or how about you could've fought back!
Y/m: Your father wasn't always like that.. when I met him, he was a good person.
Y/n: oh well then what changed him?!
Y/m: a lot. He got fired from his job, and lost his sister in a car accident.. that is what sent him over the edge. He started drinking and doing drugs after that...
Y/n: and you still stayed with him after that happened?! Mom.. let's not forget that you made him mad one time and he beat you badly! You ended up in the hospital one night!
Y/m: I know... you don't need to remind me of that horrible day. But I truly am sorry for everything that has happened and for what I have done.
Y/n: I can't just forgive you right away, you decided to come back into my life 4 years later. Do you know how much of my life you've missed! For fucks sake mom, I'm about to graduate next week! Graduate! Yea, last time you seen me.. I was about to head to high school.
Y/m: I know I've missed out on so much.. but I had a good reason.
Y/n: yea, I know. You've said that already. You've missed out on my life because of what happened 4 years ago with you and dad. I got it the first time, thanks.
Y/m: I know it's going to take some time for you to forgive me, but maybe I can make up for all the time I've lost?
Y/n: yea.. maybe. You know how you can make up for it? Come to my graduation next week. Then we'll go from there.
Y/m: ok.. I'll be there.
Y/n: fine. Now, I gotta go...
Y/m: ok, take care y/n.
Y/n: I've been doing that. Bye mom...
Y/m: bye...
I get up and head towards my car. As soon as I get into my car I burst into tears. All this time lost and my mom finally came back. I was having a whirlwind of emotions. I was happy and angry at her at the same time.
I mean.. she left me when I needed her the most.
I finish crying and wipe my tears. I turn on some music to calm me down. I drive off vibing to the music.
All the emotions I was feeling were washed away and I no longer felt sad. The music was calming me down and making me feel better. I drive back home.
Jas was already waiting for me when I got home. I get out of the car and I immediately hug her.
Jas: it was your mom.. wasn't it?
Y/n: yea.. I just can't believe she's back.
Jas: well.. what happened? What did she say.
Y/n: basically she just kept apologizing for what happened years ago and said she had a good reason for leaving.
Jas: wow.. that's all she said?
Y/n: yea.. I mean I don't know if I believe her or not.. she just came back into my life after 4 years.
Jas: I don't think you should believe her.. I mean you don't really know her that much anymore...
Y/n: that's true.. I used to be so close with her up until she left... I missed her so much when she first left but the more time she spent away the less I missed her.
Jas: I get it. See, I never knew my mom.. but apparently my dad said she left after I was born.
Y/n: ouch.. that must've been hard, growing up without a mother...
Jas: I mean.. It wasn't hard. But my dad did have to work 2 jobs to provide for us.
Y/n: yea, after my dad lost his sister and then his job.. his life went downhill.
Jas: god y/n, I am so sorry.
Y/n: Jas, its ok. Don't be sorry. It's not your fault. More importantly.. I don't really wanna talk about it or remember it.
Jas: ok, we don't have to. As your best friend, I will respect your privacy.
Y/n: you're literally the best! I love you bestie!
Jas: I love you more!! Now let's go have fun or something so we can get your mind off of it.
Y/n: ok!!
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