Magic shop | Liskook

05 | Was it all a dream?

❝ You were the one that made your way to me.❞

Lisa then made him some porridge and started feeding Jungkook, she knew how weak and tired he was so she was patiently and carefully feeding him. While she was feeding him the porridge with love and care Jungkook started to cry all of a sudden, Lisa panicked after seeing him cry. She immediately took some tissues and started wiping his tears away. 

She well knew how he was mentally now as he's been through something very hard, tough and rough that nobody should go through. She stayed silent and let him cry as it might make him feel better, she was silently rubbing his back while he was crying. Few minutes passed and she finished feeding Jungkook. 

Lisa was sitting in the bed while he was hugging her while lying down. Lisa didn't know how to start the conversation about that incident, she kept looking at Jungkook who seemed very frightened and uncomfortable for some reason. 

"Kook-ah you know you don't have to act all brave in front of me right? You can go ahead and share your problems with me. I'll surely help you out with it." she was caressing his hands. 

Jungkook looked at Lisa with painful eyes, he took a deep breath. He wanted to talk about it but he just couldn't. It was too painful for him to talk about it, and his body was hurting like hell. 

"La-lali, I really wanna talk to you about that but I just can't. I feel painful, sad, ashamed and embarrassed to talk about it. It's just too much for me and for my mind, I'll talk about that when I'm ready. I'm sorry." he turned towards the left. 

Lisa felt very bad for him, she can feel and knows what he's going through. She wanted to bring him back to his normal self again, she was thinking about how to solve this problem. Just then when Lisa was about to fully hug Jungkook he suddenly flinched, making Lisa also flinch and he got up. 

Lisa was confused by his actions, she looked at him for explanation while he just hesitated to speak. 

"J-jungkook-ah, what's wrong?" Lisa looked at him. 

Jungkook was breathing heavily and he was hesitating to answer her. 

"Jungkook-ah it's fine, you can talk to me freely I won't say anything." she assured him. 

"La-lali I-I'm in a very confused state right now, I need you with me but at the same time I get those incidents in my head whenever you're near me. It's like I want you with me and at the same time I'm scared." Jungkook was literally shaking.

Lisa understood his confused state. She looked at his worriedly and then got of the bed and room. Jungkook felt guilty because he thought that Lisa was disappointed in him, he's got very anxious. 

Just when he was about to get up, he heard Lisa's steps near the door. Just then she entered with a big mattress which was bigger than her in size. She struggled with carrying that so Jungkook got up and gave her a hand. 

"Waaohh babe careful." Jungkook was on the other side of the mattress.

"Haha ok chill bruh." Lisa laughed out loud. 

"Could you please help me place it on the floor exactly 3 centimeters next to your bed?" she said from the other side of the mattress that they were holding. 

"ahhmmm ok?" he confusedly replied.

He placed it right beside his bed as she instructed and then she asked him to go back to his bed and sleep. She laid down on the mattress which was on the ground, just panicked seeing her sleep there. 

"Ahhh babe, you don't have to sleep there. I was just joking, please come here and sleep." he tapped on the bed. 

But Lisa didn't agree. 

"Baby come on, please I feel bad. It's either you sleep with me or I sleep down there." he got up. 

"Babeee come on, I'm fine sleeping here. Really! Look, go back to bed now and I'll give you a better suggestion." 

Jungkook followed what Lisa said. 

Then Lisa intertwined her hands with his and gave him a warm smile. 

"Babe see were connected with each other somehow!!" She kissed his hands and smiled.

Jungkook just smiled affectionately and then slowly both of them drifted to sleep.

The next morning Jungkook woke up frightened as he had a nightmare, he looked down but Lisa nor the mattress was there. He started panicking, he looked around his room but Lisa was nowhere to be found in his room. That's weird!? She was here right besides him last night. They even held hands but where is she now? Was all this just a dream? Was Lisa never here? So Lisa didn't forgive him? His anxiety reached its peak. He started crying and screaming Lisa's name. 

"LIS! LISAYA, LALI, LISAA" his eyes started burning due to crying.