𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝓉 - ᴍᴀᴛᴛ ꜱᴛᴜʀɴɪᴏʟᴏ

Hospital

(I'm writing this in my Japanese class and i have therapy next so that's fun 😀🔫/i had a test today and i deffo failed(im aussie btw).)

im sitting in the hospital while nurses are doing blood tests on me when i receive multiple texts from everyone in the 'group' but matt.                                                                                                    Obviously i had a right to be mad and not text them back, i mean he didnt do anything to me, i took it upon myself to do this. I still cant believe what an ass matt was being, so what? he lied? i can talk shit about him now.

 I had a friend named Justin, we had the same last name and we looked incredibly similar so we told everyone we were related, he sent me a heap of texts, he was the only person i wanted to talk to, when i was at my worst ,his, his arms were the ones that held me to make me feel better. Just how coincidently did the song pictures by 'lxst' came on as i scrolled through photos we all took together...i was pissed. I asked Justin to come and he said he was on his way, i needed him. Justin arrived and held me in a hug that lasted ages.

 a few minutes goes past and he follows, sitting down next to me and still holding my hand closely. he notices ive calmed down quite a bit since he started comforting me, but you're still upset, he knows i haven't properly felt better yet. "do you want me to stay for a little longer?" he asks, giving my  hand a gentle squeeze. he feels like the only person i want and the only person that's truly there for me right now, and he genuinely wants to make me feel better. later the nurses came in telling me that i should pack my things....i was allowed to go home, go back to seeing the people i want to avoid most, i take care of myself, i can make the decision to go to school or not.

a/n: im so incredibly sorry, this was just a filler to tell you what happened before we get back to anything else, love ya's x