Hybristophilia

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Do you ever just get tired of life? Living the same routine over and over again every single day. Waking up, going to school, going to work, going to sleep and repeat. That this point there is no meaning in life. It's an endless cycle that drives you to death.

I can never remember a time in my life where I was truest happy... maybe when I got Holly, but once my OCD started getting worse he was taken from me. He kept me grounded but my parents taking him is what set off these events in my life that just went downhill.

Never have I been able to make friends. Everyone judges me for the scar on my face. No one even talks to me. It's lonely. I don't want to be alone, but this seems like this is how I am meant to live. Alone.

I had put my pencil down and ran my hand through my hair as I looked at the clock. Time had ticked by fast. My senior essay wasn't completed yet when usually I finish it with the first week. It's been a month since it was assigned. I'm just struggling on it. No one's ever cared. Why should I pour my heart out on a paper that won't be read?

The bell rang and everyone stood up and left. I stayed seated and packed everything into my bag.

"Mr. Min is there something troubling you?" I looked up at the teacher as he asked. I shook my head and stood up gathering everything.

"No why do you ask?"

"Usually your papers are turned in by the first week. And it's already been a month." He asked as he watched me closely.

"Ah I've just been busy with work and everything I'll have it turned in soon." I bowed.

"Good I look forward to reading it." He spoke and walked back to his desk. I grabbed my bag and left the class walking out of the school.

I put in some earbuds as I walked along the sidewalk in the path that was walked everyday. It's a path I know by heart. As I approached the small store I had taken out my earbuds and put them away in my bag.

I walked in the store and greeted my boss, Eun Namsoo, she's a nice older women. She smiled and greeted me back letting me take over her spot. She stayed in the store and talked to me for a few hours before a car pulled up and her grandson got out. He walked into the store and grabbed several things before coming behind the counter and placing his hand on my lower back. He circled his hand before lifting it and smacking my ass. I jumped and moved away from him.

He smiled and put everything in a bag before walking his grandmother out to the car. It was a daily occurrence for him to come in the store and touch me in ways that make me uncomfortable. There's not much I can do since it's his grandmothers store and who would believe someone like me.

During the rest of the night I wrote more on my essay. By the time it was 11pm I had finished a majority of my essay. I quickly put it away and started cleaning the store.

Every night I would put music on and listen to it as I cleaned the isles and tossed out any bad food. Of course a majority I gave away to homeless people and poor people.

I sat back down behind the counter and played on my phone as the music played.

The door opened and Yoongi paused his music sitting up making direct eye contact with the barrel of a gun. He stared at the man who wore a white theater like mask.

"Give me the money from the register and safe."

"Take what you want. Passwords 08-19-21" I looked back down at my phone and scrolled around on Instagram.

"Kid do you not even care that I'm robbing you?" The man spoke as he filled a bag with money.

"Not really. You can shoot me also if you want. Y'know no witnesses."

"I'm not gonna shoot you." I straightened my lips out and shrugged.

"Damn missed out of that opportunity." He stared at me for a minute before shaking his head.

"You know you're cute. Might just take you too." He spoke and before I could process what he said he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I smacked his shoulder and he just kept walking out of the store. As we got out he ran to a parking garage not far away.

He took his mask off and walked calmly to a nice black car that was some type of sports car with a green light underneath.

"Watch your head." He spoke as he placed me in the passenger seat putting on Childs lock.

He threw his bag in the trunk before getting in the drivers seat. He looked at me and stared for awhile. I took in his features. He was very handsome. The man had placed his hand on my chin his thumb placed on my bottom lip pulling it downward.

"You're very pretty" he leaned closer and connected our lips he kissed me getting no response before I finally kissed back.

At the moment I didn't know what was going on. But I didn't care. A hot stranger was kissing me. So I just followed his lead and let him guild me. He pulled me onto his lap and deepened the kiss holding onto my hips.

His hands made there way under my shirt slowly sliding it off. He slipped away from the kiss making me whine. My shirt was taken off and his lips connected to my neck kissing and biting it as he moved my hips against him earning soft whimpers and moans.

"You sound so pretty. I want to fuck you so hard all you can do is whimper and beg for more."

My face was red as he spoke. I was about to speak when one hand had pinched my nipple while he bit and sucked on the other one making me moan loudly.

"Sensitive?" He chuckled as he sucked and slowly took my pants off. I whined as the cold air had surrounded me. I pulled at his shirt and he nodded taking it off also.

At this point I was naked with him teasing me. I don't know this guys. I've never met him before. Am I going to have sex with him? Probably. Am I going to regret it? Probably. But will I love it? The answer of that was obvious when he pulled his pants down. Most definitely.

He grabbed my dick and slowly moved his hand up and down carefully building up speed and squeezing more. I dug my nails into his shoulders as I panted heavily. I leaned my head back with my back arched as I cried into my release. He chuckled and licked the spilled cum off his hands. My face was bright red but it was hard to see in the dark parking lot. He pulled out a bottle and lifted me up putting something in his hand before sticking his fingers in my ass with a cold liquid coating.

I held onto him as he moved his fingers in and out adding more and stretching me out more. All I could do was relax and take in the pleasure.

He sped up the movement of his fingers getting them deeper and adding more in. I panted heavily as whines and moans left my mouth. My grip on his shoulders tightened as a high pitched moan came out as white shot up on his chest.

My face was red and he chuckled as I put my head down. All of a sudden I felt his cock sliding into me. I bit my lip and sat up my hand suddenly were pushing on the top of the car as he slammed my hips down so his cock was deep inside me.

I whined as he guided my hips up and down while also thrusting hard against me. He let me bounce on him till he seen me getting tired. He had grabbed my hips tightly and continuously pounded into me. I moaned as my back arched and my hand hit on the roof my head almost hitting the top.

We both soon came and I laid my head down as he stayed inside of me. He laid out a towel in the passenger seat and slowly removed himself from me. I whined as I felt empty and everything leaking out. He pulled my boxers back on me and shushed me as a sharp pain went into my neck.