The Modern Jin

Love Or Lust

[ Reader POV ]

Ahhhhh!!!! Wait....wtf....  - I said as I rubbed my eyes and jumped on my bed, Was I dreaming? Was those words a dream?

Aish !!!! I can't even realize what's real but I calmed down as I saw Jin coming with a tray with my Favorite different flavors of breads as he kept it besides the table

And checked my forehead as he sighed and I also checked my forehead but didn't felt anything.

Glady, The fever have descreased now.  - Said him but I don't remember having fever tho ....

You got a fever at midnight - He said as I made an oh face because I actually felt pretty cold at night too but due to my heavy sleepy eyes I just slept again

Did...you take care of me ? And those words ....?!?  - I asked but why would he even answer but

Yeah but idk what words you're talking about! You were bubbling something in your sleep too!!  - Now, I didn't expected him to say it actually as he sat on the bed and started to eat

But somewhere I knew he actually said those words to me ! Those touch and closeness of last night !! Can't be just my dream! But if he thinks, He can just lie and act like nothing happened then I'll do something spicy for him to proof it

Umm Jin, Stay at home today ok? I'll go to gym and come by evening.   - I said casually while eating but then saw him looking at me with his one eye brows forrown

What?  - I said

Why you want me to stay at home ? Am I your maid or slave ?   - Rude bitch I said in mind

No reason just I'll be in gym and you'll get bored there, So it's better stay at home and do whatever you want I guess ?  - I said as he just hummed in return like dude ! You a cow or what ???

[ Time Skip At GYM ]

I've always wore tops which will cover my whole upper body as well my full arms but this time I wore a tank top with a jacket so Jin wouldn't see my cloth when I was leaving, I don't even understand!!!!

Why am I acting like he's my possisosive husband or something?? I can wear whatever I want tho but anyways, I kept my black jacket on the table as girls around me looked at me with Wow eyes

Don't know why but maybe I'm hot ?? Haha I shurgg it off as I started to punch on the punching bag as Jk aka Jungkook was guarding me a while ago but then left

After a long training it was almost evening as I sighed and wiped my sweats as I took my bag and started to walk out of the gym and flinched seeing him on the other side of the road..... Jin.....

Since when was he there????  I shurgg it off as I started to walk with other path as if I didn't saw him at all and as I was feeling hot and the jacket was a bother I took it off

As  it was showing my belly and the abs I've earned in a very little time and people was staring for a second and then looked terrified as I was confused why ?  Just then I felt a hand pulling me towards it and wrapping a cloth around my upper body

Him.!!!  Jin! People was looking terrified because this guy was giving them death to death glares which looks like, He is giving warning to every guy looking at me as if he'll bury them alive under the ground 20 feet deep.

I annoyingly pushed his hands away and took off the cloth as it's way too hot for me to handle and walked ahead of him but then everything turned black..... Am...I ... Death ?... Bruhh....

No... I'm alive... Actually my face is buried on something soft! Oh hell ! It's pillow which is suffocating me ! I looked up as I saw, I was in my home and in formal cloths.

The heck Jin!!! - I said but then felt shiver run down my whole fvking body when I felt his body on mine

My back was facing his body as his hot breath was hitting on my left ear, He wasn't breathing but growling like an animal. My breathing got stuck by his strange behaviors as I felt his cold yet warm idk how his hand like this

Was on both side of my waist as he turned me upside and now I was facing his face which was filled with rage and anger as if someone provoked this rude bitch to hell. But why ? And how?

You wouldn't understand my single  simple word huh??  - He said more like growling like an animal again.

Understand what? Did you told me to bring me something? Ahhh!!!  - He literally fvking pinched my  sensitive nipple

What did I told you about staying away from those guys?????  - He said looking into my eyes as I gulped, Damnn

I remember about the time when Jackson interdouced his bother Jaemin as also a new gym trainer and how we both got along pretty fast and he helped me lifting the weights while holding my hands.... So that's why Jin is begin like this now ?

So, That night I wasn't dreaming huh? You actually said those words to me ?!!!!!  - I asked only to gasp when he punched the pillow right next to my face

Yes! YES! You weren't dreaming! I actually said those words !  - This time he said calmly

Why....? Why you want me to stay away from other guys ? Do you love  me or is it just your lust huh?????    - I said while touching his face but he held my hand as he kept it in the place where his heart is located ?

Because idk if Ginn's also have heart or not but his.... That place where human  heart is placed was beating... Beating so fast as if it would burst out, As if it's his last heart beat. I looked at him and he was already looking into mine

What do you think? Because idk if it's Love for you or Lust ! Idk what I want from you ! Idk why I feel my heart burning whenever I see you smiling with those flirts!!! Idk why but my heart ached whenever you're away from me !   - He said and I was in a daze now too

I don't know .... I don't know what I should say in return of his this question or confession because never ever in my life any guy actually said those words to me nor I felt this way for anyone which is true !

I've always been busy in making money that I always avoided that bullshit called Love  but now ... What should I say ? What do I do now ? I don't know too tho .. If it's either Love or Lust

To be Continued