The Modern Jin

What is love ?

| At park |

- You and Jin was in a park walking through the cold winter night after seeing your mother off in hospital plus she didn't wanted you to see her every time and get hurt

That's why she sends you off with Jin for a walk or say to calm your mind which couldn't help you. It wasn't too late of night not too early. People was here and there while some kids were playing

You were so lost in your own thoughts that you didn't heard the bike horning towards you . The bike was about to hit you because there was no other way to turn back nor the break was working properly

You looked towards the bike but couldn't process anything but Jin held you from back as he vanish with you in thin air. As the biker got shocked and checked himself if he is drunk and yeah he was that's why didn't make any scene and left from there -

| Dk where but on earth |

HAVE YOU GONE CRAZY?????? You wanna die before your mom???? I didn't even fulfil your wis-----

- Jin was rapping but then stops as soon his eyes fell on your teary ones. He pats your head as he bends little bit to see your face -

H...hey I'm sorry..
I didn't meant to hur---

*Sniffs* I'm not crying because you were scolding me... I'm crying because you saved me !

Huh? Wtf ? Why ?- he said

I could have died before seeing my mom's death you dummy ! I can't see her die ! I ... I... Can't *sobs*

- Jin hugged you as you hugged him back while crying. Him begin made with fire kept you warm in the chilly cold night -

And you didn't even thought about your mom ? Huh ? What about her ? Will she die in peace after seeing her young daughter died in such young age ? Will she be happy after seeing her daughter who had a very long life ahead died ? Tell me ! Would she ?

- You shaked your head as no while sobbing -

See little one, Maybe I'm a jinnie who grants wishes but we can not go against nature! We are born and we have to die too ! Nobody knows when ~ How ~ And why hmm? Make your mom's last days the happiest so she can die in peach hmm?

How ..can... *Sobs* talk so sweetly Mr Rude jinnie ?

- He chuckled as he ruffles your hair as you pout angrily because he messed your hair -

Maybe ~ Because I've seen the world more than you.... I've seen many deaths..... I've seen close ones losing their close loves.....

- He said while looking at the beautiful full moon making him look like a freaking ART and a missing piece of the moon in the sky. He was saying with such emotion in his voice which I couldn't get it

But did he also lost someone? Did he also loved someone once ? He is a Jin but did he fell in love too ? Does he knows the pain of death ? The fear of death ? Losing someone close ?

Maybe he does knows those because the way he said or I can't say anything without knowing it

Does he knows what is love ? How it feels too ? Maybe ...or maybe not .. why I'm thinking so much about him ? He'll leave.... He have to leave.... After granting my wish.... But I don't want him to leave tho..... I know I'm begin selfish but after my mom will leave ... There will be no one for me

Even tho I'm used to the lonelyness but not the lonelyness after having someone and then leaves me forever. Temporary lonelyness I can bear... But permanent? Nah... I'm too coward !! I'm too scared to live alone ! I'm scared to even think of that day, When I'll go home my home

Wouldn't feel like home anymore... Not anymore warm like before ... It will be again cold like the winter nights ... where I'm living alone again but I can't go against the rules of his ... He have to leave me one-day too.... Or maybe I'll leave him? I'll die also unfortunately?

Nobody knows what the fate holds tho, So maybe I'll die before he leaves ? I'll gladly accept that death ~ After all I'm born to be alone