The Modern Jin

Selfish Again

[ Reader POV ]

It's been a whole month since my mother's death...Yes, Unfortunately she couldn't survive and left me right that night when we came back.....to the hospital to see her but I was too late for a min

I didn't shatter a single tear that day, I felt as if my tears were all gone, All were soaked up, People were giving me looks but I could care less. Jin was with me the whole time but invisible

The immam knew I had someone besides me and he didn't say anything about it but in the end when I was in besides the grave of my mom he just told me one thing ' Take decisions wisely '

Somewhere I knew what he meant too but I didn't want to understand that .... My mind was fogged up while my heart was in a daze. I came back from my country to south Korea after all

I left my everything, My bad past, in my country long ago and my mom's last wish was to bury her in her hometown ~ In her country ~ And me to be happy and not worry about anything much

I sat on the bench as the cold air was breezing, It's now January but ofc as well cold month. I felt the warmth of his which he wrapped around me to keep me warm in the cold night

It was 1am at midnight, The street wasn't empty like my country would be. Some students and some adults women and men both were going to places while some were having fun with their friends and family.

That's something common and safe to be on street sometimes... I've always wanted to stay at the streets at midnight as I'm a night person but in my country it wasn't safe at all

Guys can do whatever they want but a Girl ? Huh! Never! She needs to be with her husband or brothers who are strong enough to protect her! Otherwise her death body or begin r*per case would be the headline next day

I've always hated to begin a girl because of these reasons and so much more ! Why can't we be strong too ? Some girls are strong! Just because they trained themselves and I wanted to be one of them

But I could never.... In my country there weren't many facilities for a girl to be trained but were mostly for boys and all . I looked at the tamplates in my hand which had a Guy training girls self defense

I decided I'm gonna join in too It doesn't matter if it's a guy who'll train me anymore !! Once I couldn't do these because of my father ! He didn't let me do those because the trainer was a guy plus it was full of Man's which I also agreed to

[ At The Boxing Club ]

I was in the training cloth but mine was way too much covered up than the other girls around here. Some are older some younger and some the same age as me. The trainers Kim Namjoon, Jeon Jungkook,Kai, Sehun, Jackson

Were men of Kdramas fans! Each of them weren't less than one another and were hot asf which I admit too. Namjoon was training me as I'm a newbie but I kept doing mistakes

He also understood I was lost in something as he gave me a break and went away to check on others and later Jackson came. Who is pretty talkie, Funny, Charming and so much but most importantly he is a gentleman.

I was doing my training when I felt my leg twist and was about to fall but Jackson held me from falling by my waist, I was about to Thank him when a sudden pull and I was on something warm and my face covered.

Don't touch her like that

I immediately looked up and saw his jaw tighten in anger while his beautiful eyes were now digging holes in Jackson's. Before I could even explain Jackson speak up

Haha sorry brother, Don't worry your wife is yours. I held her to prevent her from falling, Take care of her

He walked away before I could even say anything as I looked at Jin who was already looking down on me. I backed off after realizing I was in his arms like a baby.

The girls around us chuckled while some whispered, How cute we are and so much . I felt my heart beating so fast but Jin kept cool like he didn't made me his wife into their eyes just now .

[ At Home ]

Why didn't you said I ain't your wife huh!?!! - I said while burying my face onto the pillows

You seemed to like it tho plus if they know I'm your husband than nobody would dare to look at you in inappropriate ways - He said while reading newspaper as well sipping his tea

Oh hello!? They are way too sweet and gentlemen than you !!! Who is rude! Cold! Bas--- I felt something on myself as I looked up from the pillows

Only to see him on top of me while his both arms rested besides my head. I blink not knowing what to do else, He leaned closer and closer as I just back off and my head getting deep into the soft pillows

I gulped when our faces were just an inch away to touch .

You're calling me rude, When I haven't even showed you one percent of the rudeness! You're calling me cold when I haven't even showed you, The coldness of the cold - I gulped

Just a snap and the guy's you're talking about will disappear like they never existed! - I pushed him away as I hovred over him

Oh really ? How many guys will you snap huh? What about the Man I will fall for huh? What about the Man I will love ??? - Again I was under him in a snap

I will snap every single one's! - I scoffed

Oh really? And may I ask why ? Huh? What am I to you huh? I can ask for a good and loyal guy, From you tho ! - I smirked seeing him getting mad as his face got red as tomato

I wanna be selfish for once in my thousands years on Earth ! I want you all for myself! I want you all mine! I want your love, Pain, sadness, Everything that's connected with you!

I wanna have your all for myself! I wanna be selfish! I want you to wish, For me to stay with you !

Forever

Whenever

Together

Never away from you