Hello there fellow readers, I would like to inform you that this story is going to start not getting slow, but more detailed and well, funnier. Its been a very long time since I updated and I got new you know. Ideas=) ad little twist. I also probably might change the beginning of this story so you might want to keep checking up for when I tell you its been changed. Enjoy! xoxoxox -Mimii
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"Oh gosh" I said threw my teeth as soon as I tried to open my eyes. The sun was so bright it just hurts. After our little incident last night we l started drinking and partying. With out our fight club being involved in conversations. Even though we seen street fighters there we just choose to ignore it and kept going on with the party like if it was a typical High School or College Party. Well not college party because it wasn't as big as they have them. Not that I've ever been to one. I just have heard of them and actually I would love to go to one.
"To much light in here" I heard Kayla say next to me. I felt the bed move and im guessing its her that got up and then I felt a little bit of darkness and opened my eyes. At least it wasn't as bad as before.
"Evelynn get up man, we have things to do today & people to talk to" she said in a weird deep girly voice. Which is weird. I guess this is the effect that alcohol has on her. I think this is going to be a very very long day. But she is right I have things to get fixed. I feel like my life is out of control right now and it needs fixing. It might take some time but with my brothers around and this whole. Family bond that I have going on I doubt that it will be a long time before I get everything straighten out.
I got out of bed and slowly crawled into the shower thinking about what to do first. I know I needed to go talk with Kenny & Jake. Just like I needed to have a chat with my mother. Along with dealing with Leana and I need to stop falling into depression randomly and wanting to go cut myself. One day somebody is going to notice and its not going to end up pretty. I know that for a fact. So if I can just avoid that problem then I wont have anymore bullshit to deal with. Just get threw the rest of my high school year. Keep doing my regular training and fighting when I need it to be done. Living two different lives is kind of hard. The im normal teenager one well homeless teenager and then there is the im a bad ass street fighter with money life.
Living my life isn't that easy but im so used to it that I think its just normal already for me.
"Hurry the hell up! what are you doing in there?" I heard Kayla shout from the room.
"Going gees relax." I said chuckling a little. I got out quickly and put on a light pair of denim jeans a white t-shirt with sandals.
"about time, lets go" she said
"how did we even get to your house bro, let alone your room?" I asked her she laughed and just shrugged.
"I have no idea the last thing I remember was falling into a pool and matt saying he was a frog." we both looked at each other and just started laughing.
On the way to my brothers house she randomly pulled her lovable beautiful car on the curb and looked at me.
"Ebbs, look I think that you need a break. I mean from fighting you have to many things going on right now and its not good to just over whelm your system with so much. Like we have school to go to, your moms being back. You have no where to live and that's just. It hurts. Im your best friend and you didn't tell me anything at all when I could of helped you." She said looking out the window up front. I looked at her and I could tell she sad hurt, sad, upset. A lot of emotions at the same time.. I didn't think that my best friend would be affected by this in this term but obviously she was. I couldn't help but feel guilty about it. I never lied but I never told the truth either. I just rephrased everything to make it seemed okay.
"Im sorry Kayla I just didn't want to be a bother. I know your worried but there is no way in hell that im taking a break from fighting. Its the only thing I have to make my easy money and im good at it."
"But your good at other stuff. You should get a real job you know. Stop living the double life for a while and just I don't know, relax, go on dates. Change up a little."
Okay, she has officially lost it. Go on dates? I have a weird feeling Jake put her up to this because he just doesn't want me fighting at all. I swear he's looking for anyway to get me out the damn ring when it was him who hired me. He was my "boss" aka brother". Maybe he's just finally starting to feel bad for all those times I got beat up badly after my first few fights. But they just don't understand how hard it is to stop doing something that's so daily out of you. Its like telling you that you cant breath oxygen anymore because its not healthy for you. Its just ludicrous to even think about it let alone say it. But yet again maybe she is right. But where am I going to go and where am I going to get money from that has large amounts. I cant be no drug dealer or just go crazy and stuff and rob people. If im making my money the right way and don't have to worry about my moms little Hustler why stop?
" I don't think so Kayla, I like what im doing & I don't think I ever will stop fighting until I have the need to retire from this job. If Jake put you up to this just tell him you tried and now I would like it if you kept driving please. Like you said we have important things to do today.
But deep down I know she's right. Maybe she's just after all looking out for me and Jake didn't put her up to this. Still it doesn't matter I cant give up fighting just like that. Im too used to it. I know I cant stand Lucy at school or anything but she makes everyone's life a living hell just by looking at them. I know if I get at least 5 more fights in that I can get my own place and get new clothes too. I can pay for my first months rent bills and in the mean time ill look for a job and bring my mom with me. Its a good plan actually, it doesn't sound bad. But applying it now that might be an issue.
