Love in Bali

4 - Grateful

Mile

I start feeling bored. I really hate business gathering. I cant refuse my dad request. I hate when people pretend to be good to each other but definitely have another purpose and benefit. I know they are kissing my ass because of my status. I really cant see anyone here who are sincere with me. So i play along and give fake smile and laugh. Excuse me i said when they start bring the girls in. I escape the vip room and look around. I need fresh air. I know I cant avoid this forever, its my responsibility.  With heavy heart I walk  back to vip room. Then suddenly i notice someone familiar. I thought i must be crazy or delusion, but when i look at how people keep taking picture of him , i know inam not wrong. I imediately walk to him. Its him. I talk slowly try to help but he become a bit agresive. I am thankful that he alert on his surrounding even he is a bit drunk. He even lost his car key. I have no choice but to bring him to my car. I quickly call my friend, owner of the club to look for his car key and take care of his car. I can only smile ackwardly when he vomit in my car. Are you ok , i ask him. I am a bit worry because he look so waste. Since i need to change his dirty shirt, i ask my helper to leave me and bright alone. I am dumb founded when I see him in my bed. I dont know why i bring him to my own room instead of guest room. He look so valuable and  angelic when he sleep. I cant help bul smile before leave him alone. I am thinking to call metawin, but I dont. I need to use this opportunity to be his friend so i let him sleep and rest here.

I can see how he felt guilty about my car. I can send you home i said. Its ok phi, i 'll take my car, We cannot be seen together, he said. Why, i ask him. I dont know, we just should no,t he said. Are you afraid metawin will misunderstanding , i ask him. No, he reply quickly. Then why, i ask him. I dont want to get involve with anyone he said slowly. Bright, We can be friend, i said. No, I dont want. He suddenly reply a bit loud. Okay, dont be mad, i said. It still mystery for me. Why he behave like a loner. I am sorry, he said again. Lets go, i said when we arrive at the club. Its ok phi, thank you,  i can do it alone, he quickly get out from my car and walk to the club. I just smile and slowly park my car. He try to knock the club door. I approach him slowly and pat his shoulder gently. Wait, i said and make a call. I am here, bring the key i said to my friend. He look at me. Dont worry , the owner is my friend i said when he look confuse.
Thank you he nod to me and my friend and immediately leave us after that. Are you coming, my friend ask. Yup, i answer. I need strong drink, i said and he just laugh and open the door for me.

I am a bit hurt by his behaviour but i cant say much. He clearly said he dont want to be my friend. So i better forget about him. I have too. I know he is not arrrogant but he is like hurt animal. Always in sadness and scare. I think he dont trust anyone, not only me

Even we dont see or talk to each other i still following his news. Actually we can consider as rival but not once i felt he hate our team and so do i. Its just since we are from different company it really hard for is to meet each other.
I think i really need to forget about our story at bali because he is rejecting me for real. There is nothing i can do.
A few months after the club accident, i suddenly see him at one of our club house. I am curious what make him come here. Its  private club and only members are allowed here. They pay milions for their privacy. I believe he is not one of our members even he qualify to joint us now. He choose to live as normal as he could. I can see he is in hurry and did not notice me. I cant help but keep observing him from far. Oh it metawin , i said when i see win come and grab his hand. I can see both of them talking but more to arguing about something. I can see he try to leave but metawin insist him to stay. I felt like a stupid guy when i suddenly see luke come and casually hug and kiss metawin. So they are not real couple ,i talk to myself. I can see he is a bit sad but smile to luke. Again i can see he try to leave but now both of luke and win try to make him stay. What is he doing here. I am getting more confuse when one of big tycoon, joss walk to their group. I can see luke and win are so excited and introduce bright to joss. From far i can see he is not comfortable with the situation and really want to leave. I nearly yell when i see joss casually hold his waist and did not move his hand even he try to push him. He is forced to join the group. Check room number 42 i instruct my staff. It was book by mr joss for his dinner date my staff report. Dinner date, i ask and check his file. Not long after that i can see win and luke leave the room happily.
I am worry, i know my club member will not dare to do anything stupid here. They will be dismiss from our club for life. Even i am sure of his safety, i still wait and worry for him. Its only 10 minutes when i see he leave the room with tears. He fight for himself. I am not sure what happen but he is leaving the club house.

I quickly run to bright, and again i found luke and win arguing with him. Not arguing more to scolding him.
He is good guy and rich. What else you want , win ask him angrily. Its not easy for luke to arrange this , win said again.
I am sorry, i dont ask for this he said firmly. I am grateful because he stamd for himself. Are you still waiting for win, luke ask rudely. No, i dont he quickly reply. Its nearly a year can you forget him, luke ask again. I promise you, i am not he said. Please dont do this again, he said and look at win. Phi this is for you, win said. I dont need it , he said clearly. Why, we cant be together again, win said start getting loud. Win, he call win softly. If luke misunderstand , i will understand but how come you say this to me, he ask win gently. Then why dont you accept joss, luke ask angrily. Because he is with me i coldly interupt. I cant help but to interfere. This is too much. He who shocked  turn to me . His big eyes become wider when he see me. Excuse us, i said. I gently hug him and bring him to my car. Phi mile, win try to stop us but. I dont give a chance for win or luke and assist bright get into my car. This is ridiculous.  So this is the reason.