8th Member BTS ff

EPISODE #12

A/N POV
Practice Room

Groaning, Y/N restarted the song. She kept on ruining the chorus part. Although it was perfect.

It isn't good enough

Do it again

You'll make the boys look bad

Her phone, which kept on buzzing, was not heard because of the loud speakers.

Y/N finally took a small break to drink water and check her phone.

Y/N : Shit its 10:45 already!

She mumbled.

Suddenly her phone rung. She answered nervously.

ON THE PHONE

Y/N : Hi Oppa.
Yoongi : Y/N where are you.
Y/N : O-Oppa I- actually I wa-
Jin : Young lady where are you. You said you'll come before 9PM but its already past 10PM.
Y/N : Oppa I- umm was on my way but I- uh saw an ice cream truck- Yeah ice cream truck. So, I'm almost home. Yea.
Yoongi : Okay, come safely.
Y/N : Will be there. Byee.
Yoongi : Bye.

END OF PHONE CALL

Y/N : Woah, Y/N you saved your ass today.

She mumbled.

She quickly grabbed her bag and ran outside.

Cold breeze touching her skin while she shivered, she was in her black denim shorts, black cropped top and a jacket which wasn't really helping.

Gosh, we only have a week left and I haven't even practiced enough. What if I mess up on the stage? What if ARMYs start hating me? What if mom and dad come back someho- wait. That isn't possible.. Right?

Suddenly she felt water sprinkling on her.

Y/N : Shit. It's raining! *mumble*

Y/N walked quickly but cautiously so that she doesn't slip and fall on her way back.

What will happen if I get sick because of this stupid rain? No. I cant let that happen.

She knocked on the door since she forgot her spare key at home.

Hobi : Finally, you're hear Y/N-ie. It's already 11 now. You know how worried we were, specially Yoongi Hyung and Jin Hyu- shit! You're soaking.
Y/N : Sorry Oppa.

She said with a pout.

Hobi : Okay, fine, get in quickly it's cold outside.
Jimin : Y/N I told you not to sta-
Hobi : Jimin, let her change first. You dont want her sick, do you?
Jimin : Of course not! Y/N-ie change and come quickly. Hyung are waiting.
Y/N : Okayy.

She gave a thumbs up and ran to the room to get her clothes.

After that she went to the bathroom and took a hot shower.

She came and saw everyone sitting on the couches. She was still shivering because of the cold weather and since the window was opened, it was more cold.

Jin : Why were you late?! You know how worried we were? We called you like a billion times.

Jin started his rap. But Y/N only heard these voices from the back of her head.

You keep on worrying them.

They can't stay peacefully because of you.

They are always worried because of you.

They will also hate you like your parents.

This is all your fault.

Y/N just looked down, scared to look up because this reminded her of her parents. Yoongi noticed and squeezed Jin's shoulder slightly, telling him to stop and motioned Jimin to closed the window.

He patted the spot next to him, indicating her to sit beside him. Y/N slowly went and sat next to him. He rubbed her back in a comforting manner.

Yoongi : Don't worry. Jin Hyung was just worried for you.

He said in calm and low voice.

Yoongi : Its fine but try not to come late or work to much. We're worried for you. Okay?

Y/N nodded a bit.

Y/N POV

Yoongi : Now, tell me, did you eat anything?
Y/N : Yes, that's why I got late.

I lied. I didn't want to eat. Remembering all my past I lost the appetite to eat anything.

Yoongi : Okay then you go rest we'll come after eating dinner.

I nodded and slowly went back to the room. I slid into Yoongi Oppa's bed and snuggled into the blanket.

You keep worrying them.

They are so disappointed in you.

They'll start hating you now.

Why don't you kill yourself.

All these voices made me want to cry. But I didnt want anyone to find.

TO BE CONTINUED
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