"I was thinking about what would make you happy." I say quietly not daring to look into Bokuto's eyes.
"But... I was happy with you, y/n." He said with sadness and a bit of disappointment in his hushed voice.
Bokuto went silent. And it was eating me alive.
A sound was coming from Bokuto, but not his usual cheers or him complementing me. He was crying. I finally gather the courage to look at him, my heart broke.
Tears were running down his now more masculine face and onto the floor. We had eye contact and for a second it looked like he wanted to forgive me.
Maybe it was just my imagination because seconds later he was already walking away.
"Bokuto, I'm sorry." I try to catch up with him through the hallway of the building that had be emptied out long ago.
It soon brought me outside. By time I reached him, he was in Akasshi's car that was about to pull off .
It wasn't too late.
I need to speak to him.
I ran toward the car with tears threatening to fall from my desperate eyes.
Before I could open my mouth I saw Bokuto look at Akasshi, then back at me.
The car pulled off, leaving me with no one but myself. Regret was all I could feel at this time. All the fantasies of what we could've been if I wasn't so selfless.
If I wasn't so willing to give up on what I wanted.
My happiness.
This all could've been different if I said
What I should've said 2 years ago.
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A/n: Hi, sorry if this is kinda bad. I haven't published anything in a while so I'm kinda rusty right now. I'll be working on chapter 1 and publishing it soon. (Leave a Vote if you can).
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