My reason to smile.

Chapter 13 Taylors pov~

I wake up to the sound of my alarm. I groan but pull my body out of bed going to the shower. I turn on the water getting u dressed. I get in the shower letting the hot water run down my body. "Morning Taylor" I hear my mom say. "Mom ? what are you doing here aren't you supposed to be working ?" I ask washing the shampoo out of my hair. "Yes but I'm sick so I'm taking the day off" she replies flushing the toilet and leaving. She didn't even wash her hands , I think to my self. I finish showering and wrap my body in my towel. "Hm what to wear" I decide on black leggings with my sk8-HI vans and a white shirt. I brush my hair and let it air dry. "I made breakfast if your hungry Taylor" I hear my mom yell from down the hall. I guess I could eat. I end up eating some eggs and bacon. I wash my dishes then walk to the bathroom brushing my teeth and putting on the slightest bit of mascara. Just enough to make my eyelashes noticeable and make my eyes pop. But not too much. "Taylor will you hurry up I gotta take a shit" my little brother says banging on the door. Oh how wonderful he is. "Yeah one minute" I say checking my reflection once more. I go to my room and grab my bag. I grab lukes jacket to give back to him and then walk to the kitchen grabbing a ice drink. I give my mom a hug before walking out the door. I hear it open and shut a few moments later signaling that Trent is outside. He catches up with me but doesn't say anything. We approach the bus stop and I see Ashton "hey Ash" I say hugging him. He kisses the top of my head "hey". "I'm so tired" I saw yawning. He just smiles at me and nods , yawning him self. The bus comes and we get on. "Oh so the guys and I were wondering if you could hang out after school again?" Ashton asked grabbing my attention from the sky "we wanna work on that song a bit more". "Yeah sounds good" I say leaning against him. We sit in comfortable silence. "Ashton" i say looking up at him. He looks at me and nods. "I love you". He just smiles and kisses me "I love you too". A smile appears on my face and honestly my face hurts with how much I've been smiling. We get to school and depart from the bus. I see our friends and walk up to them. "Ashton Taylor oh my god you guys won't believe what Calum just told us" Niall said with a hint of sarcasum. We both just looked at him "what". "Him and Luke and gay !!!" Niall said trying to be serious "oh but that's not all get this ! There dating ! Like what ? I would have never guessed". "Lmao shut up Niall let them have there little moment of what they think is coming out" I said smiling. (A/U yes Taylor actually says lmao like each letter like l then m then a then o. Haha yeah) "Whatever you guys are spoiling our happiness" Calum says crossing his arm over his chest. "Wait where's Julie" I say noticing she's not here. "I don't know" Niall says laughing "she said she's not coming to school but I'm not sure why and what she's doing". "Oh" I reply laughing. I then see harry abd Louis sitting and I walk over to them. Ashton spots Mikey and them and Luke and Calum talk about band. "Hey fathers" I say sitting next to Louis. They both give me weird stares. "What? Y'all are my dads" I say like its no big deal. They just laugh. "I'd kind of rather have a daughter than son but I guess you'll do" Louis says laughing. I punch his shoulder lightly and laugh my self "asshole". We talk until the bell rings us all groaning at the same time. "I'll see you guys later" I told Harry and Louis walking towards Ashton. "Hey so we're all actually sleeping at lukes place tonight and if your allowed I'm sure his mom won't mind" Ashton says smiling at me. My mom probably won't care I mean there all my best friends basically brothers and I know she trusts me with Ashton. "Yeah I'll ask her but she probably won't care" I reply smiling. We walk to class talking about what was wrong with the song. We get to ashtons class and I hug him giving him a kiss. "I love you" he says kissing me. "I love you too". I speed walk to my class arriving right after the bell. Luckily my teacher isn't that strict. I sit in my seat by Nicole and austin. That's when I notice we have a sub. "Ah yes a sub" I say laying my head down. "No I'd much rather the teacher be here" Austin said groaning "we have to do four pages out of the book,each have like 20 questions on them". "Oh my lord" I say slamming my head on the desk. "Yeah I'm gonna need one of yours work please" Nicole said smiling. Me and Austin put our desk together and start doing the problems. With 7 minutes left in the class we did 3 out of the 4 pages. The 4th page only has 10 questions thank god. "That was actually pretty easy" I say smiling. Austin nods in agreement. "Here Nicole" he hands her the anwers. "I'll do the rest tonight and give then to y'all tomorrow" I say packing up my stuff. They both nod in agreement. The bell rang and we said our goodbyes. I walked in science and saw that a had another substitute. Haha oh well good for me. I sat in my seat in the back and waited for my friends to arrive. Calum entered the room smiling when he saw a sub and sat next to me. "So you coming with us to lukes tonight" he asked. "Yup" I replied popping the p. "Cool cool that song we wrote is actually really cool" he said smiling. "Yeah we did good". Louis and Harry walk in then talking about who knows what. They sit down and say hi. "Excuse me class I'm going to take attendance if you could just quite down" the sub says standing up and getting a pen. She starts calling everyone. "Calom Hood" she said in a half confused way. Whenver we have a sub they always pronounce Calums name wrong. "Here but it's Calum" Calum corrected her smiling. "Oh sorry" she said continuing with the attendance. She finished and then put on some video thing. No one was paying attention and she told us we didn't have too. I decided on taking a nap because I was already half asleep. "Taylor get up" i felt Calum shaking me "this class is over wake up". I slowly opened my eyes groaning. "that was a nice nap" I said smiling. Harry and Louis laughed along with Calum. the bell rang and I got out of my seat leaving the room fast and hurring to gym so I could see Ashton. I got to the gym and saw everyone sitting on the bleachers. "Huh guess we aren't dressing out today" Niall said behind me making me jump. He gave me a questioning look as to why I jumped. "I didn't know you were behind me" I answered his look laughing. he replied with a oh and we looked for Julie Ash and Mikey. We found Mikey sitting with Julie both faces buried in their phones. I didn't see Ashton anywhere tho. We walked up the bleacher , passing Wyatt and Cody. Wyatt smiled at me , even what happened with Cody me and him are still good friends , and I smiled back waving. I sat next to Mikey and Niall next to Julie. "have y'all seen Ash?" I asked looking at them. They both replied with no. I looked toward the door waiting for Ashton to walk through and he didn't. The bell rang and Ashton still wasn't here. "maybe he had to stay back in class or got sick or something" Julie said shrugging. I nodded my head in agreement texting Ashton to ask him where he was. "So Taylor your coming to Lukes house tonight right?" Mikey asked turning his attention away from the phone and to me "yup I asked my mom and I'm spending the night too , I'm pretty sure I have some extra clothes at Lukes" I replied smiling. "ya I do too that's why I didn't bring anything" Mikey said smiling. we all brought our attention back to our phones. I smiled when I saw the alert 'Ash💜🔐 : hey sorry i had to finish a test I'm on my way to gym now'. I smiled and replied back 'ok :)'. about 5 minutes later Ashton walked through the doors giving our coach his late note and searching for me in the bleachers. we were at the very top so I stood up and kind of waved at him. we made eye conctact and he smiled walking towards me. "Hey guys" he said sitting next to me smiling. "hi" we all replied. "where were you" Mikey asked Niall and Julie looking at him too. "I had to finish a test" he said shrugging. they nodded their heads Mikey going back on his phone and Julie and Niall talking to each other sharing kisses. "So did you ask your mom about tonight?" Ashton said taking his eyes away from our friends and to me. "Ya she said I could stay the night" I replied smiling. "good" he said smiling and kissing me. I kissed back putting my arm around his neck and his hand on my cheek the other on my waist. "Woah control the PDA" Mikey said smirking. I used my free hand to hit him not letting my lips leave Ashtons. I smiled and deepened the kiss. My tongue roamed his mouth. I hummed against his lips. he tasted like bubble gum. We broke apart for air smiling like crazy. he gave me a little peck on the lips then kissed my cheek. "I love you" He said putting our four heads together. I smiled "I love you too." the bell rang and it kind of scared me. "Woooo time for lunch I'm starving" Julie said. We all nodded in agreement and started walking down the bleachers. We walked to the cafeteria meeting Calum and Luke on the way. we sat at our normal table all our friends slowly joining us. I saw Austin and Josh and got up to say hi. "Hey if y'all want you can sit with us" I said smiling to Austin. Him and Josh sat down near Niall and Julie and started talking. "Taylor are you gonna eat" Mikey asked as him Ashton and Calum got up to get food. "uh I'm not sure my stomach is kind of bothering me" I replied. "Oh ok" Mikey said walking away Calum and Ashton following. It was just me and Harry at the table now , Louis always gets his and harrys lunch Harry has him whipped. "so Taylor" Harry said smiling. "ya" I replied. "you and Ashton have been sleeping together a lot" he said smiling still , I knew what he was trying to get at but I decided to act like I didn't. I just stared at him trying not to smile "ya" I said again. "Well as you said before I am your dad so I feel the need to know if he and you are doing anything in bed" he said smirking. it was so hard trying not to smile or blush. "Oh ya we do tons of stuff in bed" I said smirking. "I feel like your joking around" Harry said laughing. "no I'm being for real we go skydiving and bake cakes a hole bunch of stuff" I said laughing. "your such a smart ass Taylor" Harry said lightly hitting my shoulder. "ya but you love me" I said smiling. "ya I do" he said hugging me and kissing my cheek. our friends slowly all came back sitting down and eating. I ended up eating ashtons apples as usual. It was almost time to leave lunch. "So Taylor me and the guys were talking" Luke said smiling "and we think that you should be in our band" he said with a serious face. I looked at Ashton then Calum then Mikey and then Luke and all their faces shown was seriousness. "are you being for real?" I asked smiling. "of course" Luke said nodding his head. Calum and Mikey nodded their head too. "you have a beautiful voice Taylor and because of me you know how to play drums" Ashton said smiling. "Oh my god yes !!!" I said smiling. they all smiled too. "thank you guys so much" I said smiling. "guys I'm gonna be in their band!!!" I said loud enough for all our other friends to hear. "wow so you let her but not me ok I see how it is" Niall said fake crying then laughing. the bell rang and we all got up heading to our classes. "ugh we have to work on that stupid project again" Mikey said groaning. Causing everyone else to groan too. As soon as we walked in the teacher told us to get with our partners. Mikey and I sat together Ashton by me and Zayn by Ashton and Kirtsyn and Julie walked over to where Josh and Ed were. "today you will be writing down facts about the author" the teacher said getting our attention "for example their birthday their spouse kids books they've wrote". we all just stared back no one saying anything. "ok what are you looking at me for get writing , oh and before anyone ask yes you can use your phones to look up information" she said sitting down at her desk looking at some papers. Me and Mikey started looking up information and then we ended up just taking a bunch of shitty pictures of each other. I kept taking videos of Julie and Kirtsyn zooming in on their face and sending it to them. they just kept giving me glares from across the room and laughing. Before I knew it there was only 5 minutes left in class. Me and Mikey got 5 facts down. Ashton and Zayn got 20. "oops we didn't really work at all" I said to Mikey laughing. he just laughed too and shrugged his shoulders. the bell rang and I picked up my stuff grabbing ashtons hand and walking out the door with him. Zayn walking beside us too. "Hey Taylor" Zayn said looking at me. "ya" I asked turning my attention to him. "I think Liam got transferred to this class" he said smiling. "Oh I hope he did I don't have any classes with him" I said smiling. "Ya I have 2 now but if he's in this one I'll have 3 and that means seeing my baby boy more" he said smiling and blushing. Zayn isn't that open about his relationship with Liam or really anything he's a very shy and low profile guy but I love him and Liam and him are perfect together. "ok well I should head to class now if Liam is there tell him hey" Ashton said stopping. Zayn continued walking probably anxious to find out if Liam is there or not. "ok I love you" I said kissing Ashton. "I love you too" he said kissing me back. "HEY children watch the PDA" Louis said smirking. I kissed ashtons cheek and waved bye him waving too and ran to catch up to Louis. "what you talking about watch our PDA you and Harry basically fuck in the halls" I said bumping into him lightly. "we do not" he said pouting his lips "we are very sofisticafed couple and do show affection infront of people we like our privacy" he said with a serious face. I love Louis. I love how he can keep a serious face no matter what and can be the sassiest person you have ever met but also the sweetest person you have every met. "I call bullshit on that" I said smirking at him. he just laughed and walked into our classroom. my eyes went to Zayn and I saw no Liam and felt sad. I never really see Liam and it hurts because we had a lot of classes in the years before and now we have none. "hey" I said to Zayn sitting down. "hi" he said smiling. for liam not being here he seems kind of happy. "so I found out that liam is in this class now he came in class but he had to go get something signed or I don't really know but I know he's coming back" Zayn said smiling. "wait liams in this class now?" Louis said smiling. "yup" Zayn said smiling also. "yay I only have one other class with him" Louis said "now I can bother him more" he said smirking. "well I don't know about that with Zayn here he'll beat you up if you mess with his Liam" I said smiling. Zayn just blushed smiling. the teacher started talking but none of us were actually paying attention. just looking at the door waiting for Liam. the teacher sat down and she put on some video. I put my head down and closed my eyes. the door opened and we all looked up. the room was dark but it was obviously liam. he handed something to the teacher and then walked back towards us. he sat in a seat behind Zayn. "hey guys" he said smiling to us. I got up and hugged him "ahh I'm so excited your here we didn't have any classes together and I was so sad" I said him hugging me back. "now I have another class to mess with you in!!" Louis said smiling Liam smiling back. Liam then grabbed Zayns hand and pulled him closer to him attaching their lips. Liam pulled Zayn into his lap and continued kissing him and whispering in his ear. I smiled at them and then turned to Louis. "how long were you and Harry together before you said I love you" I asked him. He looked at me obviously thinking "hm I said it first and it was on our 8 month anniversary" he said smiling "it suprised Harry and I could tell he didn't know what to say and I told him he didn't have to say it back" he continued "he didn't but a week later he did and it was worth it" he finished smiling. "why?" he asked. I looked at him "just wondering" I said pausing "I mean Ashton and I didn't wait at all to say it" I said looking at the desk. "well ya but you guys basically had been together for months before you actually were together" he said laughing "I mean you did everything a couple would do but denied that you guys were one" he continued smiling "if your worried that Ashton just said it to say it trust me Taylor he didn't he loves you , so much" he said lifting my chin up to make eye contact. "I remember some nights he would call me and just go on and on about how he was gonna do it he was gonna ask you out , but he never did , he would ask me and Harry how he should do it and what we thought you would say" he went on "we always told him that you'd say yes and that he needed to calm down but he wouldn't he loved you then Taylor and still does now , your literally the best thing that has ever happened to him and I see you guys lasting for a very very long time" he finished smiling. I smiled too "thanks Louis". the bell rang and the teacher turned on the lights. "Bye Louis Zayn and Liam" I said smiling at them. they all replied bye and walked towards the busses. I walked toward the band room and walked inside knowing the boys would be in there. "Hey Taylor" they all said noticing me. "Hiiiiii" I said smiling. "my moms actually gonna pick us up but she's running a little late so we're just gonna wait in here till we have to go" Luke said smiling. "Ok cool" I said. the band teacher came in and smiled at us. "Oh Mr.Max this is Taylor" Ashton said smiling at me. "hi" I said smiling. He looked at me and smiled "that song you helped them write is amazing and I heard you can sing" he said smiling. "thank you and well I don't think I'm very good but they do so I guess I can" I said smiling. "Well I wanna hear you one day" he said smiling and getting his stuff and waving goodbye. "he seems cool" I said to the guys. "ya he's the best" Calum said smiling. we sat and worked on the song some and started another song. "my moms here" Luke said getting his stuff. we all grabbed our stuff and walked to the car line. we got in Luke up front and Ashton Calum Mikey and me squeezing in the back. "hi" his mom said to all of us. we said our hellos back. the car ride to his house was quiet. "I orded y'all pizza before I left so it should be here soon" his mom said smiling. we said thanks and headed to his garage. we worked on the song for hours. we ate two whole pizza boxes and drank two of the liter Pepsi cans. at about 11pm we had finally finished 2 songs. "ok wow these actually are really good guys" Luke said smiling. we all smiled back nodding our heads. Ashton yawned causing us all to yawn too. "ok well I'm gonna shower if anyone else needs to we have two showers" Luke said. "I'll take one in the morning" Mikey said. "Yeah same" Ashton agreed. "I'll just take one with you" Calum said causing Luke to smile and blush. "ohhhh you know what their gonna be doing" I said wiggling my eyebrows. "shut up were just gonna be showering you nasty" Luke said punching my shoulder. "well I'm gonna take a shower also so" I said. "ok just tell my mom she should be watching greys right now"
Luke said walking towards his shower with Calum. I walked towards his moms room passing her watching greys "I'm gonna take a shower in your shower Luke said it was ok" I said to her smiling. she smiled back "oh ya go right ahead" looking at me for a split second then back to her show. I went in her room and quickly showered. I walked to lukes room where they were playing GTA. "I'm just gonna borrow a pair of your shorts and a jacket thanks Luke" I said going through his clothes. I grabbed some black shorts and a red hoodie. I got dressed in his bathroom and walked back to his room where they were still playing GTA. "well I'm gonna sleep night guys" I said to them while laying on Lukes bed. they were all sitting on the floor. I then noticed that Mikey was there and saw him sleeping on Lukes bean bag. Ashton came and laid next to me "night babe I love you" he said smiling. "I love you too" I said kissing his cheek and cuddling up to him. Luke and Calum said night to us and laid on his bed Luke turning off the light. I heard Luke giggling and picked up a pillow and threw it at them. "hey!" Luke yelled laughing. "shut up in trying to sleep" I said laughing too. he threw the pillow back Calum grabbing luke and Ashton grabbing me holding us down. we all started laughing and then calmed down getting comfortable again. the room fell silent and we all drifted off to sleep a smile on my face because of the amazing boy next to me.