🍒Date Night🍒

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                         Cherry

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                         Cherry

I kind of thought that going out on a date with Des was the most ridiculous idea that Micah had ever come up with. At first I wanted to say no to this ridiculous notion of theirs.

But I relinquished in the end just like I always seem to do.

Des and I just can't seem to see eye to eye any longer. The continuous arguments that we've been having here lately have really opened up my eyes to what kind of person that he truly is.

I know that he loved my friend Juanita dearly and I just can't see how he could ever love me as deeply as he did with her.

That's why I think that going out on this date tonight is simply just a waste of both of our precious time. Des will never see me like I so want him to see me. He will always just see me as his mate and not as a woman that he could potentially love.

As soon as I got into the car with Des to go out on our awkward date tonight the daunting silence in the car that is surrounding us is like a disquieting cold silent death.

When I first met Des, I'd have to say that I was basically dumbstruck by his domineering ways. It was actually quite a turn on. The way he commanded my full attention and the sexy way he held himself really did a number on me.

I was enamored by him instantly. His bold powerful aura and the way he could make me melt just by saying my damn name had me instantly crushing all over him.

That was until the night he determinedly declared his deep unmoving love solely for my long lost friend.

I knew then that Des would never love me like he loves her. I was completely devastated by his hurtful and demeaning words that night. Basically, I was just literally blown away.

But I reasoned with myself that he just needed the proper time allowance to let out all of his grieve for her. Then maybe he would somehow come to eventually love me.

But now, even though he claims that he has undoubtedly grieved for her, I selfishly think that he's just telling me what I so desperately want hear just so he could appease me. Which makes it even worse in my opinion.

Because it's all based on the staggering foundation of a bold face lie.

If he was truly over his grief and loss of her he wouldn't treat me as badly as he currently has been doing.

No, I don't believe that Des is or will ever be over her like he so strongly claims that he is.

This abrupt date with him tonight is probably nothing more than another damn facade of his continuous heartbreaking lies.

I blow out a tensed filled breath as I watch the buildings float away from my vision out of the passenger side window resolutely.

The car starts to slow down as we approach a dining establishment called The Bangles, Des parks the car in front of the three story building structured restaurant.

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