I'm terrified of going to school, what if James is there what if he hurts me again. I decided to just suck it up and go.
I go to first hour early and sit down, the bell rings and all the students scatter in but no James. I just stare at his empty desk. What if they did kill him. Its all my fault. I tone everyone out I hear nothin but the flash backs of my screams and him saying "you're next". All of a sudden the bell rings. That class period was short but I was so stuck up in my thoughts that I jusy wanted it to end.
Finally lunch comes the table where all the players sat was remarkably empty I wonder if they knew what had happened or they scattered because James wasn't there I didn't care I was ready to go home. Everyone still stared at me I will forever be known for that video, I wish I could tell them what had happened to me then they wouldn't judge me so much. But yet they would feel petty for me which I did not enjoy either. I searched for Lewis which was also missing, I felt so alone.
I blow Lewis's phone up no one answers I ask Steven he doesn't answer either, I begin to get worried. Finally I get a call back but it's from my mom I don't answer. Then she calls again, I answer.
What do you want?
"Ana, Lewis was found on the field earlier beaten up pretty bad he's at the St. John's hosp-"
I hang up the phone and run to my car I get in and make my way to the hospital. I can't stop crying its all my fault, what did u do? They told me not to tell and I did any ways.
