I walk into the lunch room, and it fills with laughter. All eyes on me. And not because I want them too. Someone walks up to me.
"Did this really happen?"
She shows me a video of me and James having sex.
I look at James he laughs and him and Matt gives each other dabs.
I plant my face in my hands and run towards Lewis he puts his jacket around me and walks me out.
"Com'on Ana tell me who's doing this!
I couldn't make it out in the video who the guy was. Please just tell me."
Steven and Shayla run towards me, asking me if I was okay.
"Tell me who fucking did this Ana now!" Steven grabs me by my shoulders looking me straight into my eyes.
"Yeah com'on Ana just tell them!" Shayla joins in.
I just walk away and leave school.
I hit up Curt and get me some good drugs and just go at it. Not caring at all.
I sit at the Waltz park just staring at the distance. Thinking.
Why did this happen to me?
Should I just tell?
What have I done to deserve this?
By the end of the day the video is up and everyone knows what I let James do to me. But not knowing what really happened.
Why couldn't the video show what the monsters did to me?
I can't take this anymore, I have to tell someone what happened. Lewis will have to be the first person who knows.
I sit at Waltz watching the day wither away.
How was I going to tell Lewis? How was he going to react? What was he going to do to them?
All these thoughts in my head.
No drug can make me forget the unforgettable.
