Butterflies fly away

Chapter 1

I fell in love with Noah's brown eyes, the freckles that cover his face, his smile that lights up every dark corner in my mind and the warmth I feel every moment I'm with him.
He had no idea how much he meant to me.
I have known him since I was 3 and I've always loved him. He's been there for me through everything maybe even subconsciously.
Then there's Skye.
I've known her since I was 7, I was chosen to be her 'buddie' when she joined my infant school.
We made it to high school together and are still best friends at 15.
They both mean so much to me that I can't chose between them.
Every time I speak to him I want to tell him. Tell him how much I've always loved him. How every part of me breaks every time I pick her before him. How I want to tell him to chose me but I tell him to chose her.
But then I can't stand how I lie to her. How bad I feel every time I talk to him but don't tell her. How I think to myself I won't be able to help her when she falls. And that kills me.
But I have to chose. I can't have both. It's one or the other.
Noah or Skye.

That was all I worried about. Which one I should pick. I had no idea...