Only heaven knows (Short Story)

3

A few days passed Gemini stayed at the resort, he always with fourth day and night, sometimes they ate breakfast together until late at night, he also canceled his return home early to Bangkok because he still wanted to be with fourth.

"Gem" fourth called gemini briefly

"why fourth?" Gemini replied

"Why did you choose to stay here even though you know you have a lot to do in Bangkok" asked fourth

"I don't want to go home yet.." answered gemini and looked at fourth

"...I still want to be with you" he added

Fourth looked deeply at gemini and so did gemini, fourth just smiled at gemini

"I would like to be with you for a long time but--"

"Are you going home? It's okay, I can visit you, right?" gemini interrupted what fourth had to say

fourth just nodded

Until the night came they're still together, Gemini take fourth to his room and then went back to his own room, it almost became a routine for them for 3 weeks, Gemini was very happy that he met fourth

"fot" surprised fourth looked to his right while he was sitting on the ground

"What will happen next?, will the next events be okay?" he asked his brother

"do you like him?" - Winnie

'Do you like him?' these words kept coming back to Fourth's mind

"Even if I say that I love Gem, it won't change what will happen, will it?" Fourth replied, holding back the tears that were forming.

"fot maybe God gave him to you because there is a reason" - winny

"because it will be more difficult for me to leave?, isn't it enough that I can't leave you?, isn't it enough that i can't fulfill my dreams anymore--"

fourth couldn't finish what he was going to say when winny suddenly hugged him and immediately fourth started crying

"no, there's still a way we won't give up on you" winny said while hugging fourth he don't want to cry because he knew his brother would cry more

*******

GEMINI POV

"Gem where are we going?" fourth asked me while i supporting him

"shh don't worry fourth I'm here, relax now, are you excited to see?" I asked, he immediately nodded and smiled

"Don't take off your blindfold yet" I said while still supporting him

"When I count to three, take it off" I said to the fourth

1 2 3

Fourth POV

1 2 3

When i heard Gemini's sign, I immediately removed my blindfold

"Gem.."

I saw a table full of food and flowers surrounded by heart-shaped flowers along with the waves of the sea and the breeze

"Did you like it?" Gem asked

"I love it, it's beautiful..." I replied to him and he supported me to the center

"What is this gem for?...is there an occasion?" I ask

"For you... maybe for you I feel this weird, we haven't known each other for almost 1 month but I feel different about you not as a friend but more, I like your smiles, your eyes, your nose, your eyes, I want everything about you fourth.... on that days we are always together you always make me smile... you're the only one who made me feel this way.... i love you fourth"

GEMINI POV

After I spoke, fourth just looked at me  and ran

"Fourth!!" I called him but he didn't listen to me and kept running so I followed him until he stopped running and held his head "Fourth! talk to me" I said and finally he slowly faced me

"Don't do this gem... it will only hurt us both" he said while trying to stop crying

"Why?... Are things too easy? I can wait fourth, I'm not rushing you, there's more time"

"No time gemini!" he shouted at me while crying
"I don't have time, we don't have time, I'm leaving you, I'm leaving" he added

"where? I will come with you, I will accompany you in all your plans" I said while holding his hand

"You can't come..." he said and looked into my eyes

"I'm going to die!" he said while crying at the same time as he lost consciousness

"Fourth!" I immediately picked him up and took him to their room

When we got to fourth's room, we didn't stay long because winny decided to take fourth to the hospital immediately, we took fourth to the hospital, all his cousins were crying even winny couldn't rest anymore

What is happening?

Why my chest is heavy?

After a few hours, the doctor came out so we immediately greeted him but my heart seemed to stop beating from what I heard.

"This is the warning that he will gradually weaken, don't leave him alone, watch over him" answered the doctor

please, this is just a joke..

"You know, we always pray that fourth's illness will be cured soon...I hope it's not him," Winny heard.

"you mean?" afraid to ask

"Yes gemini, that's why we're all at the beach because that's what fourth wants, he wants when he's lost he'll see the sea for the last chance, fourth is just waiting for that time to come, he'll accept his fate... .but you came....when you came we saw that he was always happy....he was able to forget his pain and the pains he was feeling...we are so happy because you came into the life of fourth, gemini, I hope even in the last chance make fourth happy and join him in the things he wants to do, gemini stay by fourth's side" - winny

I can't feel my body, I feel like my heart has stopped beating

Fourth... no please

I can't..