Save my broken bestfriend.

Please luke

Luke P.O.V
It's been one month since I've left
After about two weeks of non stop talking with Ellie we nearly talk now
I miss her and home but Australia is so good.
It's been a month and I've made new friends already,Ashton,Calum and Michael.
We're kind of outcasts at school but I guess it's not a secret that were just rejects,I've seen this girl around Aleisha,she seems cool and she's hot,maybe she'll take my mind of El.
Ellie's P.O.V
"Look at the loser loner"
"She's nobody without luke"
"She never was anyway"
"Luke probably got sick of her that's why he left"
"All alone without her boyfriend"
"She's got no friends now"
This is all I've been hearing for the past month that Luke has left
A week and half left until break,just hold on I keep saying
The bell rang and I rushed to class
Everyone was staring as if I had a disease
Maybe I do?
For the first two weeks Luke left we had talked non stop but now?hardly at all.
Does he not care about me anymore?
Has he forgotten?
Life has been a complete disaster for the past month,if it was bad before I don't even know what it is now
Sometimes I feel like just giving up and quitting AND OMG UGH ITS ONLY BEEN ONE MONTH
I need Luke back so bad
So so so bad
My anorexia disorder has gotten worse and I've started to self harm
It's like I've got no pain anymore
But in kind of good news or whatever your want to call it
I've started to sing again,music is helping me but
I guess it's not working too good
I've cried myself to sleep every night wearing one of Luke's shirts.
Please come back