we met in the rain ~ sunsun

chapter 41 - mall timeeee

Sunoo POV:

"Bye Niki!" I then shouted out as he locked my door.

"Soooo...Uhm now that we have told each other how we feel. Do you have anything to say?" Sunghoon then spoke up.

I paused.

Was I ever ready for a relationship? 

I felt like what I was doing was too much...

Now that I look back I did so much just to impress that asshole...

I bought him gifts, I dressed up for every occasion, and I was probably too clingy..

He probably only liked me because of the things I did for him and not for me.

I sighed.

"Sunghoon. You know I like you right?" 

"By now I would have thought so why?" he laughed.

"I don't think I'm ready. Not yet anyway. But like I hope I'm not disappointing you or anything it's just- I'm just a little iffy on the topic of relationships right now." I said nervously looking away.

"Oh my gosh... You are so funny of course I'd understand why." he said hugging me.

"I mean after all that happened to you, you totally deserve a break and I'm always ready to be there for you. No matter what." he then smiled and kissed my forehead and then looked at me.

...

"I didn't mean to make you cry! I'm sorry!" he then tried to wipe my tears as I just started balling my eyes out.

"No one has ever said those things to me.." I then started crying uncontrollably.

"Awwww... Don't cry!" he said hugging me and stroked my hair.

I hitched and hiccuped several times due to the amount of crying I did...

"Are you okay now?" Sunghoon asked giggling after we moved to lay on the couch.

"Yea.. Thank you." I said with my eyes puffy.

"Question.." I asked lying down on his lap.

"Yea?" he then played with my hair.

"What time is it?"

"It's 9:04 why? Ohhhh, because our moms shifts are done?" he then realized.

"Yea I can't tell her yet though." I said.

"Yeaaa I get it my mom would go crazy too. Like when she found out about Jake she asked all sorts of questions and told Heeseung to invite him to dinner with us haha." he said laughing

"Do you wanna go out together?" I asked.

"Sure that would be nice." he smiled back.

"Okay let me get a bag." I then said and went upstairs to get some items.