Becoming Lovers

10

The next morning had finally rolled around and I still couldn't wrap my head around the events of things that had taken place within the last 24 hours. Here I was back in the same situation with David that I said I was never going to allow myself to be in again. The events of last night began to flood my mind as I began to rise from the silk sheets that I couldn't remember laying down on. I was still in awe of the way his arms sculpted my body as he made love to me all night long. I was in shock of how much he pleaded to me how much he loved me continuously as he made me cum over and over again so slowly. I felt like we were one of those couples in one of those romantic tv shows, but alas things like that tend to never last for long. All I ever wanted for myself was to be successful and have someone to share it with. Here I was, with a successful business and pregnant with twins, in a situationship with someone I've wanted since I was teenager. I finally had my father back around and I just wanted this pregnancy to be a happy one while surrounded by the people I loved most deeply.

The urge to vomit immediately began to fill my throat as I rushed to the bathroom barely making it to the toilet as I released all of my insides into the bowl. This by far was the worst symptom that I had so far with this pregnancy and I hated it so much. I was four months down the line and I would vomit at least three times a day or in between meals. I had to immediately brush my teeth and mouth really good because the after taste of vomiting would make me continue to throw up and It would take me forever to stop. As I looked in the mirror as I was getting myself together, I looked at my baby bump and realized how much it had grown over night. I was small when we went to be bed last night and I grew twice the size over night and right then I knew I was no longer able to hide my pregnancy.

Once I got my self situated with my personal hygiene, I got dressed and headed downstairs to raid the kitchen to kick these cravings of mine. As I approached the kitchen, there stood David cooking breakfast as he was on the phone not too much noticing my presence as I walked by. I went straight for the fridge as I snuck a piece of turkey bacon from the plate as I tried to find some pickles to munch on. Ending his phone call he looked at me as he proceeded to place a kiss on my forward while giving my belly a nice little rub.

"Good morning beautiful" he said as he slapped my plump backside.

That was one thing he knew I hated, because for one it got me in the mood and for two he was heavy handed and it would sting so bad. I was in a good mood this morning so I just decided to let him slide this time also because I really missed him doing that.

"Good morning David" I responded back with a smile was I bite into the pickle I had been craving for days.

I was still nervous about our future. I was still holding on to the things that he did to me over his head, he had a lot of making up to do and I was going to make sure that I did not get hurt again.

"I know we got a lot to talk about so, I freed my schedule today so when we can do just that" he said as he began to fix our plates with the food he so gracious fully cooked for us.

All I could do was smile, I didn't have much words this morning but one thing that I can say is that I was happy. I wanted better for myself and now for the babies that I was . It was too soon to even react to David's changes but one thing I promised him when we were kids that we would never give up on each other. As I finally took a bite of breakfast food, I began to feel so comforted and excited all at once and then I realized I had truly become a fat ass. Here I was bare foot and pregnant, fat and eating every chance I got and I honestly could care less because I was satisfied in the end. We continued to sit in awkwardness a bit or at less I thought it was awkward because I was stuck deep into my thoughts, while David just continued to eat as his eyes never left my face. I wasn't sure what he was looking at but he knew how that made me feel when he would just stare.

"I must have something on my face, because you ain't stopped staring since you sat down" I mugged as I started to eat some fruit from my plate that was now halfway gone.

"Naw, I'm just thankful that I'm in your presence again, and I will do anything to keep it that way" he responded as he stood from his seat grabbing our plates and placing them in the sink.

"As long as you give me your all, I got you for life" I said as I stood in front of him and wrapped my arms around him from his frontside.

Without any words left unsaid, our lips connected into a kiss so passionate that only we ever knew the feeling of. It was different from all the others that we ever shared, it felt like my feet were no longer touching the floor and I was being held up inches from the ground. If this thing was going to work between us, we needed to proceed slowly especially for the sake of our children coming into the world, I wanted things to be different and for them to have both of their parents involved without all of the chaos. We were both adults and it was time for us to place our differences aside and try to reconnect for the sake of ourselves not becoming and bitter and showing our children this type of hatred.