The Big B [H.S]

.School.

Feeling the sunlight hit my eyes I slowly open them to see a note on my dresser,getting up while stretching I walk over to the note and open it

Good Morning Rachel hope you have a wonderful day I cooked breakfast its in the oven see you tonight **love mom**

After reading it, I throw it away groaning when does she ever stay home. Going to the bathroom I cut the water on to take a shower, in the middle of washing my legs I notice all the scars on my arms,I slowly press onto my scars flinching back I sigh quietly finishing up, if only they knew. After getting dressed and eating breakfast I head to the door breathing deeply while closing my eyes

"I can do this"

opening the door I walked out closing it  behind me and start walking towards the bus stop. Almost at the stop, I see two guys playing around laughing and joking, I look down so they won't notice me but sadly they do

"Hey weirdo!" one of them say

"You look very pale today let me help you add more color to your face"

I look at him confused but quickly I feel a cold sensation in my face slowly looking up the two guys are laughing high fiving each other. Breathing deeply again I wipe the liquid off my face trying hard not to cry please don't start hoping not to have an panic attack also suddenly I started breathing quickly trying to catch my breath as if someone choking me. Falling on the ground I hear one of guys say

"lets get out of hear she's acting weird again"

silently I wrap my self in a ball shaking violently waiting for the bus to arrive while repeating to myself I can do it.....