“narration”
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Pagkarating ko ay nandoon na si Grantpaul. Tila ba’y balisa itong nakaupo, hindi mapakali at lingon nang lingon sa paligid.
Nang makita ako ay bigla itong tumayo at pinanghila ako ng upuan.
“I ordered your favorite.” I nodded and look at the table. May peanut cake roon at iced coffee.
“I don’t want to make this longer, Grantpaul. I’m here to know the truth.” Nanubig ang mga mata ko. Bumuka ang bibig nito, pero walang salitang lumabas doon.
“I can’t bear to see myself crying every night because of this shity reason. Nung una kaya kong magtiis kasi mahal kita.” Hindi ko na napigilan ang pagtulo ng luha ko.
“Kaylee. . .” Tinaaas ko ang palad ko para patigilin siya sa pagsasalita.
“Alam kong alam mo, pero bakit hindi ka man lang nagtanong kung anong problema. Hindi ka naman ganito dati. And you also know how bad I am when it comes to communicating my problems.”
My heart ached when he said the words that I want to hear from him.
“I’m sorry,” two words but it means a lot.
“Kung ano man ang sinabi sa’yo ni Yenisha, totoo lahat ng iyon. But believe me. I love you, I do.” Nanginginig ang mga palad nito na sinubukan akong abutin.
“Noong una, oo, you’re just a bet. Pero habang tumatagal na hulog ako sa’yo. Totoo ang nararamdaman ko sa’yo.”
I love him and I’m not mad at him. But he disappoint me. He hurt me. Akala ko noong una palang totoo ang lahat.
Oo nga’t mahal niya ako, pero hindi pa rin maaalis na sinaktan at pinaglaruan niya ako. Na pinagpustahan nila ako.
I love him, but I know my worth.
“This can’t be fix anymore,” mahinahon kong sabi.
Gulat naman ito, nanginginig ang mga labi at hindi masabi ang gustong sabihin.
“No,” He whispered.
I closed my eyes. “You broke my trust, Grant. I can’t trust you anymore. I love you, but I hate crying.” Tumayo ako at kasunod ko ay tumayo rin siya.
“Please, Grantpaul. Huwag mo na akong sundan o kausapin pa.” Pero hindi siya nakinig dahil sinundan niya ako hanggang parking lot.
Bago ako makasakay sa kotse ko ay humarang ito at lumuhod sa harapan ko.
“Give me a chance, Kaylee. I will prove myself to you. I can’t lose you.” I shook my head at buong lakas na tinulak siya palayo sa akin.
Once is enough. For me, if a guy hurt you once, that’s enough. There’s no need a second chance. Para saan pa iyon? Lalo na kung hindi kapatawad-tawad ang ginawa sa’yo.
Every girl should know their worth. They are worthy, and there’s a lot of man in the world. Don’t settle to a guy who’s hurting you.
BINABASA MO ANG
Muse : ✓
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