Karna : healing the wounds

Meeting with suyo

Karna was going to suyo's chamber no guards stopped him as suyo has said to the guards to not stop him, he was going to enter when he saw suyo talking with his mamashree, for shakuni karna always has doubt in his mind so he thought to listen what they are talking about.
Shakuni: mere bacche after 2 weeks yudhishthir will become the yuvraj and then you have to take his orders. He will order you arround and you have to follow them. You will become a slave of his.
Suyo: enough mamashree. Just stop it. I will never become hi slave.
Shakuni: but you can't reject the orders of yuvraj too. But I have a plan why not just pluck the problem from his root only.
Suyo: what do you mean.
Shakuni: I have planned to burn them alive in the palace made of lac.
Suyo: but
Shakuni: you don't have to take any tension and I will not do this in this week only as now only Maharaj has announced for the yuvraj.
(At that time karna entered)
K: pranipat gandharraj. I didn't knew you are here too.
Suyo: Mitra you can also call him mamashree.
K: suyo he is your mamashree that doesn't mean that he will be mine too. Leave I have something important to tell you alone.
Shakuni: I will take my leave now mere bacche.
(Shakuni left)
Suyo: what was that karna. Why did you talked like that to my mamashree.
K: how can you plan to kill your own cousins and for what huh for just a stupid throne. What will you get after you become the king huh TELL ME .
Suyo: HAPPINESS. Yes I will get my happiness, love and respect after getting the throne.
K: and who told you that you will get happiness from throne. Think from that little brain of yours, your father is a king but is he really happy. You only said n that your mother and father didn't even had time for you when you were kid because of their responsibilities as a king and queen. So why do you want the same life with full of responsibilities. See I'm not saying that taking responsibility is wrong but killing your own brothers for a mere throne is wrong suyo.
Suyo: they aren't my brothers. Because of them I and my brothers were always neglected.
K: you were neglected by your elders it wasn't the fault of pandavs that the elders are biased.
Suyo: and what about Bheem. He didn't knew what his strength can do and when playing he used to beat my brothers they used to cry a lot because of there injury, only I know how I used to feel, I used to feel pathetic that I can't even save my own brothers from injury. My hands used to shake while treating them.
K: I know not knowing of your strength and reluctantly using it was wrong, Bheem did wrong I admit it but because of this you can't kill them suyo. Fine calm down a bit. I'm going somewhere as I have an important work to
Suyo: where are you going and right now I need you after two weeks only pitashree is going to announce the yuvraj.
K: suyo I promise I will come before the day of declaration. But now I am going to ask you something. Answer me when I came back I'm giving you time to think.
Suyo: what is it.
K: you have to choose suyo. Choose wisely. You have to choose between the throne and your happiness, I promise if you choose the other , then every moment of your life will be full of laughter, you will be happy with your family and I will be always there with you making sur you never lose the smile on your face, you won't be anyone's slave you will be the ruler of your life. You have to also choose between the throne and me suyo. If you choose throne I will not be with you and will not stop you from doing anything or killing your own brothers for throne, I will not interfere in your life but you will lose me forever, I will not show you my face ever again I will go far from here and will never return. Choose wisely suyo, ask from your heart what you really want. Brain often confuses us but heart tell us the right thing for us. I have to go know but I promise to return before the declaration to you to get the answer of my question. Bye suyo , see you soon and hope next time when we meet it won't be our last time.
(Saying that karna left to magadha to fight jarasandh for his gurudakshina)

Next day at magadha
Morning
Karna was praying to lord suryanarayan
Suddenly a light came and take a form yes he was bhagwan suryanarayan himself, who has came to bless karna.
Karna: pranipat bhagwan.
Bhagwan Surya: I know that now you know about your birth putra still you didn't stop praying for me knowing that I never told you the reality and let you suffer.
K: I know pitashree that being a god isn't easy you can't interfere in human world and I know you were always there for me , I could tell this because of your extra warming rays whenever I used to feel sad and needed comfort. I know you were there for me. I'm even not angry with mata kunti for abondening me anymore, I'm angry with her that now after years when she has recognised me then too she didn't came to me to show her affection, I don't want her to tell this to everybody nor I want to claim my rights on anything but she could have told me in secret but she didn't did that.
Bhagwan Surya: I'm happy to know that you don't have anything bad for me in your heart I'm here to bless you and to meet you, your family is also waiting to meet you karna, just then yam dev , Shani dev, Ashwin kumars, vishwakarma and mata sangya and chaya came there. Karna spent his all day with his mothers, brothers and grandfather. At last vishwakarma gave him a chariot Rashmi which can run without charioteer and also promised him to build something for him whenever he is in need of something.

With that the day ended and karna started to prepare for his war with jarasandh that was going to held tomorrow.